West

Hanging out in the west coast sun gave me browner skin and a drive for greatness.

Something about seeing people move about chasing their dreams makes me want to do more.

When I hear the song West by Karate Kidd. It gives me the vision of a man chasing after his dream.

With a chill vibe and nice beats he takes his journey on a musical road trip.

Check out West by Karate Kidd in the link below.

https://t.co/32HByTQ6Af?amp=1

Happiness everyday 

Okay the title is a bit misleading to say the least because happiness definitely doesn’t happen everyday. 

That would literally be a full time job. 

Realistically the want for happiness will be up and down. Now that I gave my disclaimer let me guide you on a journey. 

I put all my eggs in a relationship basket. The basket broke my eggs got scrambled and I still found that life goes on. I was majorly depressed. Suicidal thoughts plagued my mind the best thing that happened was a breakdown. 

I found myself and that forever changed my outlook. See life sends us on unexpected journeys. We meet people who are there just to lend us a hand in finding ourselves. Maybe they have advice for you. Maybe they’re your karmic reflection and they bring you a revelation. Maybe they’re just a shoulder to cry on. Whatever they maybe they may be there for a reason or a season. It’s okay to look for others for help. It’s the way the world works. I’ve found that if I embrace the good in others I will find the good things about myself. Thus leading to my happiness. 

Happiness starts inside. It’s okay to let out your frustrations but remember to never let them control your outlook on life. 

Today has been a mellow one. I’m prioritizing the way I want my life to be. The plans for the future are my mini blueprint. Good thing that I’ve written them in chalk so I can erase them and add something new anytime the plan is no longer working. 

I’m encouraged daily to be a better person. Seek and you shall find right. 

Here’s a cool video to boost your thoughts and hopefully bless you the way it has blessed me. 
C. L Cunningham 

Sending positive vibes your way💋

Namaste 

Art Army.

Tick tick boom

My anger has reached an all time high today. I won’t let it get in my way. I went from venting to chastising. From chastising to boxing. From boxing to mediation. 

From mediation to the home that’s within myself.

I will find a healthy medium. My goals are self motivated. My heart isn’t yet mended and my fear of finding someone true seems to be more relevant everyday. I thought I had faced my anger. But I guess that I just tucked it away to appear normal. It was buried deep down inside where I didn’t even know it was. I’m sure the pressure to be silent had something to do with it. The pressure to work through it doesn’t make it better it just covers it up. 

Now that I’m free it’s front and center and needing to be healed so here I am healing it. Mediational music calms my soul and spirit. Thank goodness for this form of health care. 

There’s no bottle that I can drink myself under. There’s no puff of smoke that takes it away. They’re just there to conceal the pain. I have no vices to use. Today I haven’t use any. Just me and my truth. Me and my heart. Me and my feelings. Healing. I am healing. I deserve to heal. To deal with the failures and reactions of my past. The choices for my future and the benefits this healing will bring into my future. 

I’m finding my way. It looks different than I had hoped and it will be alright in the end. I just have a feeling that I’m in for an unexpected surprise for the future. 

Gifts come and go. Friends aren’t always friends forever but as I grow the truth will come out. Set me free again and build me up if ever again I fall. Lamar Odom Jr said it best yesterday on the Victoria secret fashion show. Fall seven times get up eight. I’m still standing. All because I won’t let nothing get me down. There went the boom. 

It’s out of my system for tonight. I pray that it doesn’t return tomorrow but just in case it does I have the coping skills to handle it. I put some mediation music down below for anyone with a ticking clock inside of them to help through the bs of the world. 
C. L Cunningham 

Namaste 

It’s truly away of life✨🌙

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