Is a life without authority sane? Or insane?
-C L Cunningham
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Is a life without authority sane? Or insane?
-C L Cunningham
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As I elevate my mind pass the past wrongdoings of my inner recollections I feel as if I’m floating freely.
I’ve learned that I use certain things to remove pain but then I caused another kind in its place.
Being lost in the mind is like a wilderness with out light. It’s cold and lonely. As I push away those thoughts I’m finding that I can be the light that I need.
I want to get high on a cultivated culture. Which shows myself and others how to remove unhealthy thoughts and turns them into powerful gifts.
The gift of love, the gift of growing, the gift of succeeding, and the gift of inner beauty. For me to except myself I needed to uncover my flaws. I’ve forced myself to see the damage. It hasn’t been easy to face myself in the mirror. I have to say it’s definitely been worth it.
Today I want to encourage healing. Uncovering the truth shall set me free if I allow myself to cross old barriers and find new beginnings. I hope I encourage others to join me.
With gratitude I send you peace and blessings
I’m extremely focused on my betterment.
Everyday I see a quote,or a person, or an ideal that is opposite of my dreams my views and my vision for my life.
I’m sure that we all do.
I’m sure that everyone has something to mentally tell us that we’re wrong. Here’s the thing. You may be wrong.
According to that person or that information you are definitely wrong.
So what. Be wrong then.
If it’s right for you who cares if it’s wrong for someone else. I’ve said this time and time again.
Nobody has to live your life but you. Live it. If you covered what you could handle today then you did enough.
I got some good advice on how to move forward with meeting other authors and people on social media. It worked. The man said do a little until it meant a lot.
I’m not chasing fame. I’m chasing my dreams. If they include fame… well hot dayum! Bonus!!
I’m chasing meaningful relationships and friendships that last. I’m chasing peaceful vibes and beautiful thoughts. If I die today I want to know that I went on happy. At peace with myself.
Nothing in the world is worth my thoughts being at war with themselves. Ten months ago I chased enlightenment. Meaning I went after finding myself. Finding out what life meant to me. Finding out what my beliefs were and what was really important to my soul.
It wasn’t easy. I almost lost someone I hold very high in my life. Trying to become more I almost broke down. Then one day like a light bulb it came to me to go backwards. Figure out what was important to me and then move forward with my life. I’m doing that daily.
It’s why I can be grateful.
I’m owning my life. I’m responsible for what I feel. I’m strong in my weaknesses.
I refuse to go at any other pace than my own. The people who love me really love me. They have zero desire to change me. I have zero desire to change them. We just grow and flow together. That doesn’t always look good but it’s reality. I love my life.
I’m blessed for the people who I have meet along the way. I’m even more blessed for the people who have stayed.
Keep ya head up. Hold on to your truth and don’t let nothing stop your growth.
Happy Friday y’all do it YOUR way!
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Make the pain stop
Give me what I want.
Days when I can’t help but be extra because what I feel is so strong that I refuse to let it go.
And I don’t care.
And it’s unfair.
But so are you.
This could be through. This could be done.
Or we could feel like two kids. In love.
Constantly on the run.
Who needs a perfect love story when one with kinks and dents can become more cherished because of the time invested.
Who needs to be closer to you than me?
I wish I was…. yours. I wish you were mine.
But your not and we’re not.
And maybe it’s better this way.
But it doesn’t feel like it.
C. L Cunningham
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Tell the truth. To yourself.
This life is nothingness at it’s greatest form.
The birth of imagination. Dreams, words,works of art, intelligence. From the B.C’s thru the A.D’s to currently from marks put on slabs to scrolls of unknown authors. All means nothing. Are worth nothing. Yet we put a price on everything.
Friendships. Kindness. Help. The need to do to receive. Fraudulent. All these things are free. They require nothing. Emotions =free. Feelings=free. If you truly have them then they’re given freely✨
To heal oneself is the enlightment. To make peace with the past become more present. Tada! You now hold the key to your future. What are you going to do with it?
I choose to write with mine. I choose to help with mine. I choose to be kind with mine. I choose to love with mine. It’s the picture that you paint for your soul that will become the lifestyle that you end up living.
Choose wisely it will only cost you the rest of your life.
I’m now on Wattpad stop by and spread me a little love ❤️
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Winter is settling in and the cold is digging deeper down. Funny how when you walk away from or move on from something there’s a tug to pull you back.
Let it snow or grow cold and freeze out the frequent frequencies of negative roadblocks. Choices for the betterment of your soul is of utmost importance. Time clocks can always be reset if resetting is required. For now I sit in the absolute certainty of my gratitude.
Grateful for choosing the path that is right for my life right now. I know exactly what I want to see to make any more changes. As soon as I see them, then I’ll know the time has come for particular visions to come into view. I don’t need outside insight when I was given the answers months ago my choice to ignore them got me in a dark place. It’s taken me backwards and I had to work to get to where I am now. At the beginning of the same story with better results.
It works for me. I’m chasing destiny. I’m giving love. I’m sharing my story in my way. I can’t ask for much more. If I’m not living in gratitude now how will I enjoy life later? It feels good to not cry. To smile and laugh at the moments before and after the storm. Dance in the moonlight and bask in the sun. Life is beautiful. I’m being blessed with another year passed. Another 365 that I survived. Thank goodness!
Amen. To life unexpected. I released resentment for so many pains. I’m appreciative for the push to greatness. Everyone who has helped along the way I appreciate them. Even the ones who had their own reasons for why they didn’t continue on the journey with me. I’ve left the door open for those people to choose where they wanted to be. I ended up standing on my own. It’s helping me grow. Sometimes it’s time to let go of the hand pulling you up and start climbing the mountain by yourself. A partnership is only a part of your story. Send those beautiful spirits off in love. Send them peace and blessings. Pray for their greatness and walk into yours. If ever you meet again greet them with smiles and thankfulness. Blessed is a life with happiness.
Today I send you all heartfelt thoughts. I pray that your journeys are blessings and healing for your hearts.
It’s a great day to have a great day.
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Walking the invisible line of wrong or right I become puzzled my the differences between my myself and others.
As if I am the hands of nature I want to reach out and cup humanity in my arms to receive the love it’s never been given.
The hearts that have not been touched for fear of not believing. Or should I say non believers. If you don’t believe in love how can one receive it in it’s full truth. How can you trust what you don’t even believe in?
To love one another comes from deep within. It requires you to leave your comfort place and reach outwards toward someone, something other than yourself.
Puzzled I sit and listen to the spirit within.
Letting the music play I drift away from here.
As the world turns and fires burn I wonder will this world ever heal itself. Hopefully. One day the light will shine bright enough that the hardest heart will soften and for love to become the actual way of life.
Sending you love and light ✨
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1 am-ish. I’m sitting here listening to a mediating music channel on pandora. It’s relaxing me as I write. My son is bobbing his head to his YouTube with his headphones on and the television is playing simultaneously in the background. Good enough of a night to feel the calm that is around me.
Blessed in the spirit in this moment. Crazy are the days when thoughts override your mind. Little pieces of negative news or thoughts hell even reasons tend to take over. Don’t let them, I say to myself as a reminder.
Yesterday almost got the best of me off it’s keister. Almost knocked me off my feet on accident of someone else’s thoughts.
Thankful that I was able to regain consciousness. Thankful for the moments with my family that give me peace and a clear mind. Thankful for friends that check up on me for unselfish reasons.
Funny how something other than yourself can mean the world to you. Something so real that you’d risk parts of your vision for it. Crazy how life and love intertwine so effortlessly but so chaotically it can drive one insane. Don’t let it , I say to myself as a reminder.
You matter. I matter.
C. L Cunningham
Living today for today because that’s all I can do.
Wishing you Peace and blessings
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Aye listen up very closely universal watch dogs of the planetary orbital system. Fuck you, fuck this, and fuck that.
Let me clarify.
I’m sitting around minding my business like I said I would and boom. Houston we have a problem.
I start to notice that my hard earned work is becoming the center stage to some negative energy. Uh. What? Who goes there? And why in the hell are there reasons to bother me? I’m chilling mo chilling on a Monday. Enjoying my family and friends with a smile on my face and a techno beat in my heart.
Arrogance tends to be a weapon for those who prey on the weak. Funny how it’s unwanted when the weak are having fun and pushing forward through the storm. Coming from a heritage of the beat down, let down, and stole from I welcome life to send my reparations. Won’t get them though. Nevertheless I strive for greatness on my own back, I didn’t ask for the favors I’m writing for my piece of the universal pie. And I’m happy to do because I’m good at it. It’s my gift from above and I’m blessed to have it.
Can’t stop won’t stop like Charlie Murphy on Dave Chappelle’s comedy show. Enjoying a laugh along the way. Embracing challenges as they come. You get what you get and don’t throw a fit. I’m sure that applies to everyone. Including those with power beyond what is necessary. If getting hit below the belt is a talent then I’m talented asf.
It’s starting to look a lot like hypocrisy at it’s best and ain’t nobody got time for that. (Let the church say amen) Amen.
Do you because ain’t nobody gonna do it for you.
Have a good night y’all and shine on!✨ (twinkle twinkle)
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