I’ve changed…hopefully for the better.
As I grew and learned. I found out that growing may not be as glamorous as I hoped. Yet I found peace in knowing that I’m working for every blessing, lesson and triumph… My advice to you is. Keep trying to get better and be thankful along the way. 🌌
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Thankful Thursday. I’m having happy thoughts about holidays that have passed. My oldest memories of holidays start before I was seven. When I was young enough to trick or treat and get new Christmas toys.
I love holidays and how they make me feel. They give me hope when times are down and laughter when times together brings me peace. I think holidays were made just to bring a break to the everyday world.
A little of the universe’s magic into our minds and hearts. Today I’m grateful for the winter holidays as a whole. The season is just filled with joys and new beginnings.
As we enter this season of love. I have to admit that my heart is opening up and embracing everything that love can bring.
January is a month that I’m dedicating to my attitude of gratitude. Today’s question is what holiday are you grateful for. Day 11 and my mind is on hope,growth,change and love.
C L Cunningham
Sending you love and light
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Morning has come and I’m rested and well adjusted to the energy that is this here earth.
Apple in hand and a harmonic tune in my heart I ask for instructions on matters close to me.
Knowing that I don’t always have the answers inside of me I wait. For the natural shift of nature to do it’s bidding in it’s own time.
Today I plan to allow peaceful thoughts and feelings to fill up any empty space outside of my life. To strive for serenity when anything seems off and calm when my outer shell becomes rattled.
I’m sending as well as receiving positive flow.
Gratitude for this day. Gratitude for this way of life. Gratitude for the blessings that cover me daily.
Happy Thursday y’all ❄️
Namaste from Nebraska
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Found myself up early getting my morning cup of zen. Headphones on enjoying meditation music and sending my son off to school with positive vibes.
Took a mini nap and awoke to the sound of the phone. On the other end was someone that I used to know.
Unfortunately I can’t relate to them anymore. It pains me when life turns friendships into nothing. I constantly pray for that someone. I hope his life turns out amazing even though I won’t be in it.
Maybe life will surprise me.
I tend to be alone in my own space contemplating life. Analyzing my mistakes and my triumphs. Of course like anyone else I would like to see everything go right.
I would like to see everyone be happy. I’d like to make the whole world dance but not everyone is in the mood for music. So be it. Guess I’ll make a cup of coco and put some marshmalleys in it to make me smile.
Wishing you and yours a happy Thursday ✨
Sitting around on a Thursday chillin mo chillin. Thinking about the comedy show on Netflix that I just finished watching. Laughing to myself about one of the punchlines.
The night was young and my mind was racing. I had a huge fight with the ex and things were getting interesting and painful. I needed something to calm my soul. I put on a little music. I’m in mid dance when my IG notification lit up. I kept dancing. It pinged again. Oh brother. Who is it! I grab my phone and open the app. My DM was lit up red. Two messages. Hmmm.
I open and low and behold it’s Mr. Big Shot. Now I should have been excited but I wasn’t. I asked him to call. Why in the hell is he in my DM. Thinking that the DM is relationship purgatory I read the messages. First one read ” wanna do something fun”. Second one read “you know you do”. Cocky.
I answered back “nope a dope”. I put the phone down and continued to dance. Ping. I opened the message. It was a corny dude in his underwear. He had on nice one though. Thumbs up to him. I was just about to put the phone down when I received another ping. This time it was Him again. “Wtf is nope a dope?” I laughed out loud. I replied “it’s a no weirdo.” He must have been shocked because I got nothing back. Oh well. ✨
3:33 am. Ping,ping,ping. “I want to take you somewhere. Now do you wanna do something?” Hmmm. I text back “You got my attention.” Ping. “I’m outside.” What the what?!!!! I look out the hotel window and sure as sh*t there his big ass is. Looking like the dude from Say Anything without the radio. I get dressed. Splash my face with water,throw on a dress and heels. Put on my fancy wig and bring my make up bag. I come outside and he takes one look at me and says ” where are you going like that?” Mannnnnnnn if this dude didn’t look good I’d give him a right straight in the throat. Instead I replied “with you”. He smiles and winks. Opens the door and says ” get in.” So I did.
We’re riding and talking having a grand ol time when he pulls up to a rather creepy building. I looked at him looked back at the building. Looked back at him. Duuuuuuude. I’m trying not to act scary but this ain’t Halloween mutha fucka. He must have felt my energy change so he says “don’t worry it will be fun I’ll protect you.” Hmmm Okay I’m thinking well you wanted to come girly it’s now or never.
We walk in and it looks like American Horror Story is filming. Weird folks doing weird things. I’m uncomfortable and itchy. The music is blaring and drinks are flowing. I take a shot of Remy and sit down. I spot another woman. She looks just as confused as me. The room has familiar faces but only because I’ve seen them on a screen. Everyone is chill and it seems like a fun little party.
Suddenly the music stops and a man enters the stage. He’s smiling and he waves to the crowd. The crowd goes wild. Everyone but six of us. Six of us are wondering why these folks are so hyped. Obviously we’re new to the scene. I look over at him and he smirks. I whisper what’s going on? He points and says “just wait for it.” So I wait . The announcer speaks ” are you ready to play?”
Play? Play what? The lights go out and the spot lights shine. Six of them. One on me and five more on the rest of us newbies. Uh. What’s going on? Bewildered I look for him. He’s gone. Surprise surprise.
Let the game begin.
I’ve always wanted to write a Latin soap opera. I spent days of hours wasted after school. Watching the Latin American channels on Cox Cable.
Watching the music videos and learning the culture. I’m always amazed by how different people do things differently.
Excited to have a better attitude right now. It took some doing. I got up and took the advice of a fellow blogger by getting some exercise.
Yes yes. The sculpting process of my body is in full effect. Every little bit counts.
Planning some cool sights to see this weekend. I hope it’s as beautiful as on the movies.
But if it isn’t. I promise to at least find one positive about it. Cross my heart and hope to….fly. Better than dying isn’t it?
The gift of the night came with a better appearance than the morning so I’m happy for that and hopefully I’ll keep this good vibe going. 😉
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Having one of those mornings.
The kind where you don’t feel good or bad. I guess the word I’m looking for is indifferent.
Not really having an opinion either way. I’m just here.
Lying here as the fan blows and life flows abundantly around me. Being seen and not heard. Tip toeing around topics that are near and dear to my heart.
The day will shape itself. The world will keep turning and much of the same will remain the same.
Flowery thoughts. The search for something pretty and the hopes that I’ll find a place that I belong in this world.
C. L Cunningham
Climbing from under a rock just to hide in my shell 🐢