It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen

Today has been a long day. Off to work by 7:45 to get there at 8.

Stay til 6.

I’m grateful for the hours. Sometimes sitting with my thoughts too long gives me a heep of information but not enough fulfillment in the lonely moments.

It’s nice to share your thoughts with someone.

I stay inside most of my days away from the race of life. Which is why I appreciate it when I get out.

I find it hard for me to interact with people from time to time.

My peace is very important to me.

It’s taken years to achieve Zen.

I’m being more open to the mindset of being adventurous and seeing the world. Yet I’m cautious of the dark minds that I may encounter along the way.

My motto is that the more positive I am the better.

It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen, and it’s a blessing if you can help me stay in it.

Hope your night is filled with love.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way

PS. T-shirts will be available soon 😼


The showing of emotions as energy has been one tiny victory after another.

I tend to be everywhere at one time.

My mind is on work, and my creativity. My family and friends and all the visions that come with those thoughts..

Each day I’m trying to get to my dreams and loves through the power of my mind.

I feel deeply and sometimes I’m overwhelmed.

I try not to let it get me down. Reading, meditation and manifesting my intentions help me each day.

How about you? What are you doing to handle day to day life?

Drop me a line .

Have a great day everyone.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way 🙏🌌

We’ve arrived

Home sweet Nebraska.

The time is 6 something am and I’m sitting at the downtown station waiting on my sister to arrive. Yay!

We are officially back.
There’s so much to do.I’m refusing to think about it all,but I’m excited to see a good days worth of sleep. I mean like the whole day. This is wishful thinking considering that my parents probably have a whole Q&A session for me. I’m mentally preparing myself now.
Traveling has allowed us to see the scenic side of this planet. Our stop in Colorado gave us amazing views.
Nature tends to remind me of the universe’s splendor. Right after an enlightened talk with strangers about energies and spiritual concepts. The bus driver asked if we wanted to see the scenery. Everyone took the opportunity to do so.
A bus full of people basking in the awe of landscape.
I know that these moments are shaping me. Changing me. Growing me for whatever is next. I’m forever grateful.
At times days are harder than others. Moods aren’t always happy yet if I continue to try and stay positive most things turn out alright. My good days still show me that I can survive the bad. As long as I have love,forgiveness and strength by my side…how can I be anything other than thankful.

C.L Cunningham
I’m back home y’all (for now 😉)

Sending you all love and light.

Art Army


Searched but didn’t find what I was looking for. Instead I stumbled upon something I didn’t know was out there….

In a world of hidden people. Hidden agendas. Hidden desires. 

I find myself an outcast. When faced with the truth of oneself I’m often inclined to changes. I’m willing to redo or do over situations until I’ve found the perfect outcome.

Today I woke up to another day of a hotel stay. Things with the ex didn’t work out as planned and now I’m in a bathroom typing this blog entry. 

Trying to gather up the things we’ve brought and hopefully get them all on a train to some friends. We’re going to regroup there and try again to find a place to call home.

Trip California has more plot twist than happy memories. I’ll take this too with a grain of salt. My true hope for this month was to have a place to comfortably bake cookies and put up fall decorations. Looks like that isn’t in the stars just yet. 

I’d get upset and start to ball crying but why and for what.?  Tough times is happening all around. It’s absolutely ok for me to feel what I feel. Nobody should bottle up their feelings. I’m just not in the mood for a pity party today…. maybe tomorrow though 😂.

I reserve the right to hide behind my smile. So many times I’ve felt the need to explain why I do what I do. I’m at the point where I’m tired of explaining. 

I’m at the point where I want to do whatever comes naturally. I’m a little fed up with hiding. 

For tonight. I’m going to get myself a bite to eat. Watch whatever the kiddos turn the channel to. Squeeze in some quick yoga and dream or maybe I should call it envision, my next move. 

C. L Cunningham 

Wishing you a great night💋🌞