Punishment

It’s early morning and I’ve been up thinking 💭.

About how my life turned out to be the way it is now.

I just got engaged to my ex husband. It literally sounds weird to say that.

No-one else has been supportive of that decision but the children. Let me sit in that statement.

The ones who were in the home with us are the ones who believe that we can build a better foundation for the future.

They seen the struggle the arguments and the shatter of the marriage. Yet in still our support is coming from the place of hope.

I’m not sorry for trying things that others have said no to. I’m just trying to live with all of the choices I’ve made in the past. Taking them to the realists truths that I can find and hopefully moving forward in peace.

My punishment is my own self esteem being broken into pieces every time I chase something that makes me feel pain, sadness and anger.

I beat myself up after the haze has cleared. When no one is around I analyze my actions over and over again.

This time I want to look back and say I did exactly what I needed to do to be able to wake up in the morning with a positive start and a smile on my face.

– C L Cunningham

Happy Thursday everyone may it bring you happiness, love, and abundance.

Xoxo

Kandee

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The balance between the universe and the light

Balance the difference. I like to think of it as energy. The difference between having your head in the clouds and your life down below.

The importance is not what you know. But by how you figured it out.

Once you know what life is about you’d choose differently and find the joy of simplicity.

C L Cunningham

I thought my home was with you if only I had known what you were going through.

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August 26th 2018

Today a mystic thought came to mind and therefore I searched for it’s reply.

At 5:55 am the word paradigm popped into my existence so I searched Goggle. I wasn’t looking for it in language form. I was searching for a scientific connection.

And “presto migicgo” there it was…

A Theory emerged.

There are 2 universes

Or

Are there more?

“A paradigm shift (a radical theory change) a concept indentified by the American physicist and philosopher Thomas Kuhn (1922-1996), is a fundamental change in the basic concepts and experimental practice of a scientific discipline.

Wonders of the universe come to me in the darkness. They reveal themselves in the light.

Happy Sunday everyone

Namaste

Xoxo Kandee

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Sunday Funday Quote

Namaste 🙏 everyone and good morning luvs. I set my intentions on love, gratitude, and thankfulness. For the wonderful people who are in my life. My family and friends. Co workers and online community. For the beautiful people that I meet everyday in this strange world of ours. I salute the glorious sunshine in your spirits and I transcend my light with the universal divine spirit as we all unite as one in goodness and glory. Sending peace and prosperity to all on this peaceful Sunday 💛

Xoxo Kandee

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This life…

Is a life without authority sane? Or insane?

-C L Cunningham

Xoxo Kandee

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A little pick me up

Urgh. I know it’s not a word but it’s the sound effect that I had all day. I feel a little under the weather today. Yet I managed to get myself together enough to go to the laundry mat and run some family errands.

I’m always preaching about having a good day no matter what my circumstances are. It allows me the peace to persevere throughout the day. I’m thankful that I’m starting to feel better. I’m going to eat my Chinese takeout and watch a movie with my boys. I’m missing my firstborn today. It’s her birthday and since she lives out of town I feel like I’m missing out 😭. I guess I’ll call it having mommy woes.

I pray that everyone has a safe and wonderful Saturday night.

From our hearts to yours.

Sending you love and light

Xoxo Kandee

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To be moved

The old Tymers would talk about being moved in the spirit. Letting the astral plane talk to your human frequencies and whisper you a word of advice.

Today I heard a bit of advice for myself. To keep trying. To keep envisioning the pace that I’m supposed to go at. To keep loving and looking up. Even when the world has it’s theory on how things should be. 

I’m hoping your day is filled with laughter and wonders. 

Let peace be with you and yours,

Happy Sunday 

Xoxo- Kandee 
  
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I’m wrong but it’s alright with me

I’m extremely focused on my betterment. 
Everyday I see a quote,or a person, or an ideal that is opposite of my dreams my views and my vision for my life. 
I’m sure that we all do. 

I’m sure that everyone has something to mentally tell us that we’re wrong. Here’s the thing. You may be wrong. 

According to that person or that information you are definitely wrong. 

So what. Be wrong then. 

If it’s right for you who cares if it’s wrong for someone else. I’ve said this time and time again. 

Nobody has to live your life but you. Live it. If you covered what you could handle today then you did enough. 

  
Everyone has a different mentality. What’s not enough for someone else is just enough for me. 

I got some good advice on how to move forward with meeting other authors and people on social media. It worked. The man said do a little until it meant a lot. 

I’m not chasing fame. I’m chasing my dreams. If they include fame… well hot dayum! Bonus!!

I’m chasing meaningful relationships and friendships that last. I’m chasing peaceful vibes and beautiful thoughts. If I die today I want to know that I went on happy. At peace with myself. 

Nothing in the world is worth my thoughts being at war with themselves. Ten months ago I chased enlightenment. Meaning I went after finding myself. Finding out what life meant to me. Finding out what my beliefs were and what was really important to my soul. 

  
It wasn’t easy. I almost lost someone I hold very high in my life. Trying to become more I almost broke down. Then one day like a light bulb it came to me to go backwards. Figure out what was important to me and then move forward with my life. I’m doing that daily. 

It’s why I can be grateful. 

I’m owning my life. I’m responsible for what I feel. I’m strong in my weaknesses. 

I refuse to go at any other pace than my own. The people who love me really love me. They have zero desire to change me. I have zero desire to change them. We just grow and flow together. That doesn’t always look good but it’s reality. I love my life. 

I’m blessed for the people who I have meet along the way. I’m even more blessed for the people who have stayed. 

  
Be thankful for the journey you’re on. That’s the only advice that I can give. Because if you’re thankful in the small oh how wonderful life will be when your world becomes bigger. 

C.L Cunningham 

Keep ya head up. Hold on to your truth and don’t let nothing stop your growth.

Happy Friday y’all do it YOUR way!

Namaste 

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That’s the sound of love

Methodical notes. In the key of E. Emphasis on the piano and a high pitched sound of a violin.

  
 

Music.

The sound or better yet sounds that I am grateful for plays out in my life as music.  

 

From gamma frequencies to delta beats of rhythm and blues. Punk rock when I’m a wild child and on the tips of my toes in a classical ballet. To the heels of my feet when a hip hop song plays. 

Taking me to church on a regular day. 

Music makes me grateful for these two ears. It drowns out my tears and lifts my spirits. It tells me a story and I can tell mine with it. Melody is heaven sent and I’m blessed beyond words with the gift of it. 

The music has lead me to far away places and opened closed doors. 

  
Day 10 of grateful January and the question is. What sound are you grateful for?

I’m thankful for another day to play music. 
C. L Cunningham 

Namaste is the way to peace 🦋

Sending you light and love 

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