As I elevate my mind pass the past wrongdoings of my inner recollections I feel as if I’m floating freely.
I’ve learned that I use certain things to remove pain but then I caused another kind in its place.
Being lost in the mind is like a wilderness with out light. It’s cold and lonely. As I push away those thoughts I’m finding that I can be the light that I need.
I want to get high on a cultivated culture. Which shows myself and others how to remove unhealthy thoughts and turns them into powerful gifts.
The gift of love, the gift of growing, the gift of succeeding, and the gift of inner beauty. For me to except myself I needed to uncover my flaws. I’ve forced myself to see the damage. It hasn’t been easy to face myself in the mirror. I have to say it’s definitely been worth it.
Today I want to encourage healing. Uncovering the truth shall set me free if I allow myself to cross old barriers and find new beginnings. I hope I encourage others to join me.
Thankful Thursday. I’m having happy thoughts about holidays that have passed. My oldest memories of holidays start before I was seven. When I was young enough to trick or treat and get new Christmas toys.
I love holidays and how they make me feel. They give me hope when times are down and laughter when times together brings me peace. I think holidays were made just to bring a break to the everyday world.
A little of the universe’s magic into our minds and hearts. Today I’m grateful for the winter holidays as a whole. The season is just filled with joys and new beginnings.
As we enter this season of love. I have to admit that my heart is opening up and embracing everything that love can bring.
January is a month that I’m dedicating to my attitude of gratitude. Today’s question is what holiday are you grateful for. Day 11 and my mind is on hope,growth,change and love.
C L Cunningham
2 something in the am and meditative heart music humming in my ears.
I am calm.
Finally.
In a chaotic world where mood swings and bullsh*t corner the market I continuously have to find my zen.
I’m not sure where I belong I just know that I’m focused on forward movement. Slow. Steady. Movement. Not too much not too little, just enough to put my mind at ease to deal with anything other than my inner peace.
I value my peace for than anything in this life.
I’m thankful for another day. I’m thankful for the people close to me. I’m grateful for the grace and mercy that I receive from above.
Blue also known as Azul is the color of my dominant chakra. Creativity is my gratitude color. I’ve always been in love with the color blue. For me it symbolizes triumph. It symbolizes my mood when I’m down. It even symbolizes the way I express my thoughts. Blue is beautiful. The color of clear water in the mist of a wave. The color of morning dew in a glistening haze. The color of hope for things unforeseen.
I return to gratitude everyday. No matter what mess or annoyance has happened in the past tense. I purposely focus my intentions on gratitude for the things that bring me out of a negative headspace.
If all I can do in this life is express how small I am and how incredibly big this universe and celestial divine energy is then here I am screaming out from inside my soul. I am nothing but a source of gratitude. A sign pointing upward. A roadmap away from confusion and into a space of silence.
Today I am grateful for this life and my favorite color….blue.
Hurray! The new year has begun and there’s so many things to be grateful for.
January is normally known as a month for new beginnings. New resolutions as many put it. A time to start a fresh 365 days with a better outlook than before.
I decided to give my new year a cheerful spirit.
I found this chart for 30 days of gratefulness. I instantly fell in love with the idea of finding something new to be grateful about daily. Day 1 is a smell that I am grateful for.
I love the smell of warm apple pie. That smell gives me memories of family and holidays. I love that smell as a candle and even air freshener.
Something about it reminds me that comfort is inside of my thoughts and mind. Plus apple pie is definitely one of my comfort foods. It has apples and those are healthy right?
Here’s to being grateful for life as it comes and enjoying the journey as it unfolds.
It’s Saturday afternoon and I’m at a place of zen. Probably because I had a grown woman’s moment and released some tension. Yasss.
Mystical and very aware of my sensual side keeps me from going bananas.
I’m kicking back and enjoying myself. Staying nonjudgmental about other people’s lives is the key to not getting caught up in nonsense.
I’ve expressed my thoughts as openly as I can. I’ve gone from one man to the next. I’m going through a divorce and it’s muy difficult.
My heartaches from a love story that can’t seem to find an ending. Not my ex but the supposed next. I constantly say what I want. For some reason my language of love is misunderstood. Blatantly sending the answers to my heart and completely ignored. It’s a little frustrating. Mostly because I’m not sure if it’s on purpose or a complete accident.
My Moms used to say absence doesn’t make the heart grow stronger it’s just absent. I can kinda see her point. Effective efforts need to fit both sides. I’m literally leaving the last over the same exact problems.
I first heard of this through an Instagram account of a young lady dating a known musician. I became very intrigued and wanted to learn more.
My love language looks like words of affirmation,quality time,acts of service, physical touch then last on my list receiving gifts.
I’m very invested in my future. The law of attraction tells you to believe in what you want. See it exactly the way you want it. I don’t recall it saying be prepared to compromise on half of it. I wonder if what I thought I want comes with compromising that much is it actually mine?
I’m not worried about doing my part I’m worried about not getting what I need to feel appreciated and loved in a new relationship. I want to be valued so that I’m so valuable to my man that he doesn’t cheat on me. That he lifts me up in spirit and light. That he’s my superhero as well as my love affair. A man that can guide me by actually learning to speak my love language and not just wanting me to learn his. If I’m speaking English and he’s speaking Latin we still have to combine our languages to communicate. I thought this was obvious but maybe that’s harder said than done.
I want to give my affection and love. Listen attentively and show passionately my heart without any restrictions. Hold my person tight and tell them how extremely amazing they are. Marvelously mesmerizing . Intellectually and sexually gorgeous.
It’s almost Christmas and there absolutely no barriers stopping life from happening except the ones we’re placing there. I want my Christmas present in a 6’4 box. I wonder if I’m going to get it or if I’m getting a box of socks instead. 😂
Saturday is meant for good vibes and that’s what I feel. I’m not in the mood for joy stealers, finger pointers or folks with bad juju.
Positivity is the way to be so be it.
Happy Saturday y’all
C.L Cunningham
Hope you enjoy it because I’m damn sure enjoying mine.
