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Hazy field of dreams

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Since around 1999 I wanted to be a writer with a newspaper and publishing company.

I opened Haze Press from my bedroom in Bellevue Nebraska. I was working with an entertainment company helping him get his business off the ground.

I was inspired to start my own. I opened an management company with my two friends Brieann and Chanda, called Platinum Status. We opened out of Omaha Nebraska.

During my lifetime I was a street team intern for radio and the music business.

I was a model and choreographer for After 5 productions. I was marketing and promotions for Shounuff Productions. I guess the name was taken.

With L-Mac’n of Gas Station an Indie Hip Hop group from Omaha making waves.

Before the fame.

I’ve been on radio with Power 106.9 but it was Hot 107.9 at the time. With Houston the “Assassin” of the UFC.

I’ve been writing ever since.

Dancing since six.

See the point is to follow your dreams even when it seems like there’s a wall between you and your goal.

Today I announced that Haze Press has returned.

Check it out on Instagram and my podcast soon. I can’t say what all I’m going to be able to do.

I just hope that it all turns out amazing.

Xoxo Kandee

Here’s a cool post from our Instagram page.

*Repost * @hazepress
Writing these books took years of strange mindsets and sleepness nights. My works of fiction are close to my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. I am author C L Cunningham and these are some of my works of art. It was all a dream the Ebook will be available for pre-sale Halloween.

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Bus stop California

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Coming from 3 hour bus rides and a good thigh boosting hills I find myself looking up.

I spend a lot of time wondering how things come to be and I realized that it’s my focus.

So I try to focus on something good.

Happy Sunday everyone …

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way to zen

Emphatic

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The showing of emotions as energy has been one tiny victory after another.

I tend to be everywhere at one time.

My mind is on work, and my creativity. My family and friends and all the visions that come with those thoughts..

Each day I’m trying to get to my dreams and loves through the power of my mind.

I feel deeply and sometimes I’m overwhelmed.

I try not to let it get me down. Reading, meditation and manifesting my intentions help me each day.

How about you? What are you doing to handle day to day life?

Drop me a line .

Have a great day everyone.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way 🙏🌌

Let’s get high

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As I elevate my mind pass the past wrongdoings of my inner recollections I feel as if I’m floating freely.

I’ve learned that I use certain things to remove pain but then I caused another kind in its place.

Being lost in the mind is like a wilderness with out light. It’s cold and lonely. As I push away those thoughts I’m finding that I can be the light that I need.

I want to get high on a cultivated culture. Which shows myself and others how to remove unhealthy thoughts and turns them into powerful gifts.

The gift of love, the gift of growing, the gift of succeeding, and the gift of inner beauty. For me to except myself I needed to uncover my flaws. I’ve forced myself to see the damage. It hasn’t been easy to face myself in the mirror. I have to say it’s definitely been worth it.

Today I want to encourage healing. Uncovering the truth shall set me free if I allow myself to cross old barriers and find new beginnings. I hope I encourage others to join me.

With gratitude I send you peace and blessings

Xoxo Kandee

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Day 28 

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Sunday is usually for winding down and chilling with family. Thankfully most of my days are like that. 

I’m taking time to write in my next book. The process of writing can be enjoyable when I need a release from everyday troubles.

  
The idea of my thoughts reaching out to others seems enviable. The law of connectivity shows that we are all connected in this world. Thus saying that we are all accountable for each other’s well being. I guess if more people took it in that light the world would really be a better place.

I’m not going to dwell on things that I can not control, but I will spread a bit of gratitude for today. 

I’m happy that I got some work done for a community program while in Nebraska. I’m hoping that my journey here will soon be over. I head back to the west coast in the up coming weeks to handle my housing situation. 

My gratitude for that is very high. I’m excited for whatever life will bring. 

  
Grateful January is coming to a close and it is day 28 what happened today that I had gratitude for? Amazing my gratitude is for work. I’m always happy when I complete something. I’m a little bit on the laid back side. Thank goodness for success in all realms of reality. 
C. L Cunningham 

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It brought me through 

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It brought me through 

Life gives up and downs. From the moment breath enters a body the story begins. All reality starts and the things that are being taught become fact over fiction. 

I was brought up hard.

Moved from the inner city of Kansas City Missouri to the stomping grounds of Omaha. I made my journey into adulthood.

  
Well rounded in religious beliefs. Sidetracked by hard knocks. Family struggles and the building blocks of life with strife as a banner. 

It challenged me to become more.

  
I love that my life took me to low places. Deep dark spaces. If it wasn’t for those experiences I would not acknowledge the light that I see. I wouldn’t be able to fully appreciate those who have helped me along the way. 

  
I love the way life picks out how things go. Then gives me the tools to decide for myself parts of the path that I want to take.

My attitude of gratitude has not come easy. I’m grateful that I have found it. I hope that I will forever keep it. 

Day 24 of grateful January. The question is what challenge are you grateful for? I love to hear your stories about life and your insight into the world. Feel free to leave a comment. 
C.L Cunningham 

Happy Wednesday 
Sending you peace and blessings 🙏🏼

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Musical strength 

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Music can heal. It can express how someone feels and it can give light in dark times. 

I often have my headphones on and I allow myself to get lost in a song or a station on Pandora. 

I use music to mediate and to drown out the world around me. 

I’m grateful that it is Day 21! It’s gratitude January and today’s question is what song am I grateful for? 

The song I’m for is Trouble of the world by Mahalia Jackson. I heard it first from my great grandma. It officially became my favorite song after watching the movie Imitation of Life. 

I’m thankful for another Sunday and I hope everyone is having amazing blessings and positivity filling their minds. 
C.L Cunningham 

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