What is it about this day that makes it so beautiful? Is it the swing of the air? Or the way that the hairs of my arms are riding high with excitement?
Whatever it is I’m so here for it.
the action of improving or enhancing the quality or value of something.
“enrichment of the soil for more plant growth”✨
Sitting at the kitchen table I start to ponder on a thought. Why can’t I access visions or dreams that I felt like were promised to me previously. During this process of enlightenment I couldn’t connect to anything material. In anyway. Nothing.
The things I hold connections to are within. Feelings and emotions. Intuitive. As if I’m only used as a vessel. Someone to cypher information out of. The word used, pains me. I’m thankful that I found peace to substain my life but I think now I’m looking to enrich my life. My soul is running on easy. Once again I’m on autopilot. Scary. Now don’t get me wrong. It’s hard as hell to get to the peaceful place where depression subsides and calm resides. But now that I’m here the quest for what’s next pushes me out of the need for a comfort zone.
Planting the seed for growth. I don’t have a need for certain things. I don’t have a strong enough attachment to anything tangible. So much so that my path to greatness will always take a little longer than others. I’m fine with that. It actually helps me divert from the perils of negativity. What it doesn’t help me do is reach past my destiny. It almost makes it completely clear. A straight path to life. My road map is a cake walk as long as I stay on the path. Now who wouldn’t want that?
Obviously because once again here I go questioning the things that no longer need answers unless the answers aren’t what I want to see. I’m debating on whether I’m obedient enough to stand firm. Not to be wayward.
Am I willing to risk it? How much as I willing to lose? I’ve already lost everything just to start becoming stable again.
I’m going to keep pondering. I’m absolutely not going to jump off course now and take a gamble with my life. I’m just trying to figure out why the urge to do so is even there?
I may try to open my mindset to dreams that are a little bigger than my normal self. I may open the box and peek out look around and see if there anything more to be. Open my heart and soul to risk a little bit more. I’ll stay cautious on the way. But for today I’ll start preparing for this life to be it’s same beautiful self. Listen to the universal song of love and be grateful that I’m alive to see it.
Namaste Sunday 🌺
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Ascending through space and time. Uncovering thoughts of past lives and hidden gems. Information locked away in the 40,000 year old ancient brain.
The funk of a decaying thought process.
Using yoga and meditation to relax is great. It’s a healthy way to heal from the inside out. As with any kind of holistic medicine there are steps one should take to be safely enlightened.
Not to turn anyone away from trying or learning. It’s a beautiful transition from death to enlightenment. Death of an old mindset. Awakening or a custom built version of a brain. Equipped with knowledge that I personally sought after. Descending back into my whole consciousness and waking up renewed.
Learning to be careful with my thoughts. Learning the levels of enlightenment. Peace is right at the edge of the tunnel. The problem is that the ego is also there. Fear is there. Regret is there. Love is there. My most favorite emotion is there….forgiveness.
I saw on the news this morning a man who opened fired on a crowded street. The sad truth is that he might have felt enlightened. He may have pondered the effect that his actions would have on the world around him. Took one good look at himself in the mirror and went out to pull the trigger away. Feeling justified with himself. Feeling like he was fighting an injustice. Maybe feeling that the God like complexity of his human spirit deserved the right to choose one life over another.
Unlocking fact over fiction. There’s a thin line. There is also an in between. A way of sitting on the fence of good vs evil. The angel on the shoulder.
Please find the best feeling from deep inside. Hold on to it and speak goodness into your life. Speak in into each other’s lives. Speak it into my live as I will speak it into yours.
There’s a better way available if you’re looking for it🌞
I rise up in my spirit because finally I’m alive. I left the here and now. For the finally and foreseeable future. Grasping on with both hands I ride a white horse into eternity. Opened up found out that no man was attached.
The unity I needed I had found. The person who would take me to the other side. He did that for me. Mission accomplished…Anything else done would be a bonus round on shear luck. Along with the need to want it. I was given that with no strings attached for me.
I kept my soul. In a world where the past is now and tomorrow is today. I rest. I did the best I could with what I had and it worked out fine for me. Selfishly I do a little dance.
I’ve been dancing the whole way. During my awakening I laughed and I played. I dance from the mist of the midnight. With the strength of the day I danced in the sunlight.
Whenever I was down I prayed to get up. He helped me stand. When they told me that I was ugly.He made me feel pretty enough to take it. But, no we weren’t perfect. Yet it wasn’t designed to be finished perfectly.
Enlighten by my mind. The logic and the creativity coming together in unison. Finally fitting together to create the insane mind. The mind that gives you total tranquility. In yoga it is the final resting pose. Corpse pose.
The things I’ve learned a million times in one day. No I’m not angry. Yes I am thankful. Gratitude is a way of life that I want to seek. I want to express how grateful I am. I am centered with the universe and it wasn’t the end of the world. Yet I feel fine.
I’m here with you in the storm…and
Eternally grateful 🌻🌞⭐️