Driving from state to state has to be one of the worst ideas I’ve come up with. I’m sure for other people road trips sound fun. I’m usually one of those people, but baby. Let me tell you when I say I wasn’t ready for what I thought was gonna happen….I’m understating it.
Day one it’s snowing. I mean a whole snow storm. I decide that we’re going anyway. I’m grateful that didn’t stop me right off the back. I go to the rental place and they don’t have a car for us. So they upgraded me to my dream car. Oh yes, it’s a mustang!!!!!
I make a promise to stop complaining.
Til I met the mountain top that almost took out every good nerve that I had left.
I’m afraid of heights yet I love to be high. Go figure.
Turns out that you can drive the mountains and survive. I’m independent enough to drive over 1000 miles in 30 hrs. And yes oh yes I am strong enough to succeed when I set goals that test all my boundaries.
I can make a trip to handle business fun and see the sights.
I love that I pushed through when my anxiety told me to turn back. I’m thankful for the blessings of calm in my journeys.
It’s Wednesday everyone and I hope yours as beautiful as mine.
C. L Cunningham
Sending you love and light
I don’t believe none of this maaya. If this is supposed to be real life stick a fork in me because I’m done.
At least for today.
There’s not enough pep in my step to make today’s mood turn Sunny. So I’m gonna sit in the clouds of my mind.
Time doesn’t heal everything but maybe it can heal me.
I keep trying on days when jokes aren’t enough to make me laugh and peace isn’t inside of my soul. Yet I push on through the fog and smile anyway.
Honestly speaking about my wants needs and fears. Trying to make my self talk kind. And maybe just maybe drinking more wine than this small body should handle.
Looking for the truth just uncovers more lies so I give it a rest. Sherlock stayed unhappy and ain’t nobody got time for that. At least not right now.
It feels like Monday but I guess it’s Tuesday so that proves that looks and feelings can be deceiving.
I can’t muster up the energy to make a positive post so instead of saying have a good day. I’ll just say….have a day.
Wishing you all a day🌼
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Oh Friday….I ….see you.
Wanna come out and play?
Okay, that last line sounded like a child’s play remake….scary.
Truthfully I’m super ready to do some more exploring. I feel like I haven’t even scratched the surface. City after city. I’m looking for the sights.
Normally I would be lounging around on a Friday night.
Looking at the social issues that are plaguing the country. Wishing those well who are hurting or in a big scandal. Everyone can use a boost of positive energy. Being a good steward and leaning on the understanding that this world was meant for excitement.
With all the advances we have made the future definitely has it’s way of becoming more. More evolved. More enlightened. More patient.
I’m one of those people who long for the next move. Also in the same breath I am also a person that will hold off from something to do it right. To do it better. The best way that I can see at the time.
So just let today be. No expectations. No rules. No drama.
Kick back tonight if you can. Relax into your frumpy jams and hit play on your Netflix and chill. If you’re one of the many who by chance are going to party the night away. Have fun. It’s officially the weekend…
Happy Friday y’all 🌸🌺🌼
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Early Sunday morning and I’m having a conversation with some of the fellas in the house. Real life is revealing it’s true self everyday.
As I listen. I learn the magnitude of my own mistakes. Improving my attitude toward others is always a constant battle for me.
I’m taking a real survey of my thinking process now a days. As I’m in a state of wondered later on this afternoon I had a moment of frustration.
I started to think. Why am I still waiting for life to treat me better? The key word is waiting. It implies that someone or something else is in charge. As the thought floated through my mind I decided to write it down. To come back to this concept.
4:15pm and I’m still stumped.
Is it the amount of emphasis that I put on others to do what I want? Is it the amount of time that I waste hoping someone else will understand my wants and needs? Is it the lack of information that I am receiving or giving out that causes setbacks?
Looking into my own crystal ball 🔮 and I have to continue to find the strength to withstand my own issues.
Life has so much in store for me. Today I just want to be thankful for all of my joys.
Late night thoughts and a vision of a new way or new day so to speak.
My mind is usually full of new concepts and world advice.
Seeing things from different angles. I often think of change or the wasted opportunities for change.
In a planet where everything is designed to coexist amongst each other. There seems to be the need to rule or capture things that don’t need to be caught.
Simply put, leave life to be lived. Help where you can. Be a good steward and stop trying to be in command.
Obviously this is just my opinions.
I dream of a life more beautiful. I believe the governed should ultimately govern themselves. But in a world gone mad is that really a possibility?
Are we so unpredictable that knowledge of our every move is needed. Should mankind be feared? Should there be fear? Was that taught to us to control or did we create it?
It’s 2:15 a.m and I’m up with my over active mind. Searching timelines for inspiration. Boredom often keeps me busy. Seems like an oxymoron…
The need not to waste time is a waste in itself.
Beautiful Saturday morning. Earlier than I expected to be up. Ready to be on the road. But not entirely. I thought of a different outcome. A different paradox. Thankfully I can always create a pretty picture out of anything I receive.
When I’m grateful for the now. The future seems brighter.
C. L Cunningham
Up early on a Saturday