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I love it!


Driving from state to state has to be one of the worst ideas I’ve come up with. I’m sure for other people road trips sound fun. I’m usually one of those people, but baby. Let me tell you when I say I wasn’t ready for what I thought was gonna happen….I’m understating it.

Day one it’s snowing. I mean a whole snow storm. I decide that we’re going anyway. I’m grateful that didn’t stop me right off the back. I go to the rental place and they don’t have a car for us. So they upgraded me to my dream car. Oh yes, it’s a mustang!!!!!

I make a promise to stop complaining. 

Til I met the mountain top that almost took out every good nerve that I had left. 

I’m afraid of heights yet I love to be high. Go figure. 

Turns out that you can drive the mountains and survive. I’m independent enough to drive over 1000 miles in 30 hrs. And yes oh yes I am strong enough to succeed when I set goals that test all my boundaries. 

I can make a trip to handle business fun and see the sights. 

I love that I pushed through when my anxiety told me to turn back. I’m thankful for the blessings of calm in my journeys. 

It’s Wednesday everyone and I hope yours as beautiful as mine. 


C. L Cunningham 

Sending you love and light 

Nighttime reality 


Day has turned into night and Wednesday is about to be a wrap.

Spent the day putting together my latest book. A small novella based on a fictional story that I started from right here on this blog. Some good old fashioned fiction with a twist of mystery. 

I told myself I’d have one done by December and by George I mean what I say. Being an indie author has a special place in my heart. I do it for me and that’s enough. My stories all have a piece of my soul my written babies. 

After a long day of writing and editing I needed a nice way to unwind. Yoga is my go to form of stress relief. I’m super thankful that my totally awesome sister got me a new yoga mat from BalanceFrom Goyoga through Amazon. She picked out a grey mat with lots of comfort when I do floor stretches. Which is very important when I’m bending and kneeling this way and that way. 

Yoga is a great way to start easing the stresses in your life. It brings together mind, body and soul through breathing and allowing the movements free you. 


Feeling refreshed and offically sleepy I’m ready to eat some dinner and hit the cloud of dreams awaiting me.

Have a good evening and peaceful slumber everyone.💋

C. L Cunningham 
If your thinking about starting yoga or already in practice and looking for a new mat try BalanceFrom Go Yoga.

Namaste is the way ✨

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Namaste day


Oh how wonderful it is to find my center. I just did a cool mediation. I started it months ago and forgot about it. 

I had a moment of questioning and trying to figure out how things keep getting twisted and turned. Especially when all I want to do is press forward. I just couldn’t understand how and why. After I decided that there where things that I really want to see and I’m not I had to stop myself. 

There was one question I hadn’t asked. Why am I looking outwardly for something that I have inside? My version of my life is always going to look different than anything that someone else can see. They can’t understand my version because they don’t live with my emotions or feelings. What looks like one thing to the naked eye looks like a different one on the inside of the person going through it. 

My perception of another persons pain means nothing to the person going through it. At that point all I can do is what I think is right according to my life, my thoughts, my ego, and my heart. 

Well,what a concept. 

Today I’m going to do things that are helpful. Change my speech to uplifting and encouraging. To myself and others. 

I took the time to recharge my energy. Find a positive outlook and heal my soul. It’s a great day to have a great day. 
C.L Cunningham 

Have a happy Sunday and a beautiful life. 

And if nobody has told you today I will 

You are perfect and everway because there’s nobody else like you 💋

Namaste 🌞
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A life unwritten 


What a day November the 16th was. I’m beyond disbelief of where my life is headed. Health scares and examples of how things used to be. Rebuilding a life…hmm. Let’s just say that’s it’s different from walking the un paved road to uncertainty. 

I’m focused on getting somewhere that my mind, heart, and body can align. Enlightenment or the lack there of is confusing at times. I’m always looking for the real. As if the fake is any less real. If the world has been given both to use then who am I to judge? 

Nothing is more beautiful than truth. 

Talking about the past. Laughing at how many changes had to be made to get to this point. The truth about becoming accepting to myself and others.

It’s scary and has its way of making me do better even when my ego is at it’s own coming out party. Ssh. I tell mine to shut the f**k up on days that it’s leading me in the wrong direction. 

I thought that once I knew everything that I wanted to learn that my days would be easier. Nope. 

I thought that once I opened my love freely that it would freeze the hurts and right the wrongs. Nope. 

So here I lay with my favorite pose and a good show to laugh at. Thinking thoughts of what could have been and were things could go. I found a post on IG that sums up my mood for this Friday. Kindness.

I can be kind to myself. I can be kind to others. I can achieve goals and stay a decent person. Wonderful. 

The yogis look for peace in a place of chaos and I’m just looking for chaos to evolve into love. 

C. L Cunningham 

It’s Friday! TGIF 🍁

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Live and love lies between two avenues


When I hear my thoughts on  replay in my mind. I think did I do that right? Did I express that right? Did I interprete that correctly? Instantly. I search for answers.

There’s time when I laugh a little too laugh inside. Where I’m a little too naughty with the things that I want or need. A little too angry. A little too sarcastic. All around too much. F*ck it. So. They’re my thoughts. Who cares but me!


To my surprise I realize that there’s more too it than that.

After I ponder things and breakdown my real reaction to a situation. Life becomes clearer. My map of Kandee’s ultimate journeys takes my mental navigation and away I go. To find my namaste. My gentle cosciousness.

Yes there’s days were I take no mess.

Yes there’s days when the stress of it makes me retreat into my inner shell 🐚 .

Fade away to multiverses bigger than my own.

It feels good to place my life into universal hands and learn along the way. I’m not always right. I’m not always wrong. Sometimes I’m wrong and it ends right. Sometimes I’m right and it ends wrong. That’s life as it was meant to be lived. 

C.L Cunningham 

Enjoying the night 

Sending you all peace and serenity ✨💨

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Book of…


I’ve seen many images. Visions of both good and bad. I’ve prayed for relief from the storm. Not realizing that there was no storm to begin with.

Handed a book and a list. Handed a pen and a pad. Solved problems that weren’t my fault and it still made me sad.

Gifted love to the masses. Tried to calm down the fear. Washed away my own worries so happiness could appear.

Peace amongst the uncertain. Finally got my post. The assignment I was given is the most amazing sence of hope.

C. L Cunningham 

Sending you all love and light 💚🌻


Positive not


Life is crazy.

How many times have I seen positive things in a world of nut cases and fruit loops. And I don’t mean the kind that is edible.  

I mean seriously some of the things in this life are not only unnecessary but down right sick and messed up!…

How many times do I have to be owed something and just give a… your still alive pass because I didn’t put a spell on you? And I could have.

How many times do I have to calm my spirit of darkness and show light and mercy to a universal energy that calls for, lives in, plays in, and basically lays in corruption and wickness?

Each day is different. Some days get to me more than most. Especially when right is right. And wrong is wrong. 

I’m thankful that even in my darkest hour I’m given a sense of peace and hope for wrongs to be made right and the devil inside of my ego to calm down.  

I’m not always positive but it is a blessing when I can find the positive side of life. 

Today I’m going to zen out the rest of this day. I’m prayed up and waiting on a better way.

C. L Cunningham