We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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The Fallen

I was literally parked next to a Target semi with pictures of fallen soldiers on the side of it.

And it was beautiful. 

The colors were vibrate and the writing was symbolic. 

The beauty of the appreciation of those who went out and fought and then received no reward on this earth. They risked their lives for those who couldn’t or wouldn’t do it for themselves. 

I’m peacefully one of the fallen.  

Now I have to heal my wounds. Try to put my life together and leave some wars to be fought by the people who made them.

Stand up for what you believe and try to live your best life the most peaceful way you can.

From my family to yours. 

C. L Cunningham 

Wishing you all Peace and Blessings 

Namaste 🌻

Take care

Nobody is taking care of me, but me.

The divine situations that are set up to send SOS in the time of need are just that a divine division. 

Division of struggle when times get tough. And a relief from stress when the road gets rough.

Golden rays of crystal life.

Easily shattered and pulled apart.

Then magically put back together by the will to be unique. 

When I lay my head on this lonely pillow on this hard ass floor. I do it alone. 

Thoughts of favor help me past the breaking point. 

Thoughts of love give me the image to focus on. 

True to self is my self-defense. True to spirit invites on looks of disbelief. True to life is the cover story I read each and every day.

Take care of me. Take care of this life.

There’s one human life to live.

So I live in it.

C.L Cunningham 

Just living life and spreading love 💘

Weary

I woke up today energized.  Well almost energized. And I got on the path to determination. I’m trying not to procrastinate so determination is all I have left in me at the moment. 

I handled most of my business and the heat started to begin (feels like summer has officially started☉🌼) and I started to head back. I don’t know if it was the heat that got to me or the troubles on my mind. But I started to feel weary. To be made tired. I  still finished getting some more info. And I delayed some things for a better time.

I decided to take a nap. Well really I wasn’t sure if it was a nap or and all dayer (this isn’t a real word I just like the sound of it). But when I awoke I expected to feel bad or at least the same. And for some reason I didn’t. I feel lil off balance but ultimately my mind is thinking about better days. 

I’m working on continuous improvement. I’m believing in a higher power and I’m focusing on love. 

C. L Cunningham 

New season 

The air smells like spring 

Birds are speaking only a language they know 

And I’m here thinking about you

Cars are driving by leaving the lingering sounds of exhausted souls 

Going but with no real place to go

Seeing a lot of the same things each and every day 

Trying to be whomever they’ve set their minds to be 

And I just want to try to be with you 

Leaves are changing; sun is shining and I’m just thinking about shining with you 

Like two twinkling stars in the night skyline or even blazing like this California sun 

I’m just waiting on the day you ultimately give in to me and we became us and I can relax and enjoy this season 

C. L Cunningham 

The time is now 

The last few days have been trying…I had to send my stepdaughter back home to her mom. She didn’t want to go but for safety reasons it was best. I wish things would have been better. I wish her Dad would have treated her better. 

But that’s now the past and my future is looking brighter. There’s things I still need to assess. The how and where are my next steps. The when is approaching ever so quickly. 

My mind has been racing and all over the place. I still want love, need love, and yearn for it. I know that there’s no rush to love. I’m fully prepared to be alone for a while maybe try a few things while I wait. 

I’m focused on a better me so when it happens I’ll be able to do my share of a better us. Things will get better I believe it and I receive the beauty of that statement.

Til next time 

C L Cunningham 

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