Okay, where should I begin?
It’s a wonderful Sunday morning and peace and blessings managed to have a stellar night.
What I mean by stellar is that it was not only enlightening but amazing. It was amazing because someone I used to know reappeared into my life unexpectedly….
I went to one of my besties family’s gatherings. I was the surprise guest, only my girl Bree knew that I was coming. Now if you’ve been reading my blog for a minute you know the background to Bree. If not I’ll give a small refresher. She’s been with me since I was in middle school. She is truly one of my day one friends. I’m so happy to be reunited with her. Hands down. We’ve been through it all literally.
As the night began to change I saw another one of my true friends,her brother Justin.He has gotten me and her out of some stuff. He was our voice of reason when we couldn’t find any. He has a genuine heart and a true spirit. They’ve held me down in life. I’m grateful for the people who have shaped me into who I am today.
As I write this I’m thinking about where my life is headed. Sometimes a new plan presents itself and either I push the pause button on it or I go with the flow. I’ve been pushing the pause button lately. I want to be honest with myself. I want to be careful of others emotions but most of all I want to be very real with my heart. Things don’t happen by chance all the time sometimes it’s part of the mind’s desire to ignore what is in front of it. I’m paying close attention to mine at the present moment in time.
I’m focused on less mistakes as I walk this walk. Too many things are put off as if it’s up to something else or someone else to fit whatever views I have instilled into my psyche. No. I’m the only person who has to stand in my decisions. I’m humbled at times when I want to be anything other than my best self. I have to choose a way that leads me to less karma and more joy. Please believe me when I say that’s exactly what I’m doing. Carefully.
There’s no governmental system for guidance if you’re not trying to be guided. I’m trying to be guided toward the life I always wanted. I’m thankful that I have another day to so.
C. L Cunningham
Living life and seeking the beauty that’s been here all along. 🌞
Happy Sunday y’all
Love n light
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