My kind of night

Weeping thoughts of things lovers do to fool you into being captured again.

Touch of a hand while stealing a kiss. Trying to make me remember regret at it’s finest.

I push them aside as I stare up at this half moon and put the ring back on the shelf.

We have nothing more than friendship at best. Standing the test of time and the space it takes to let your vices take over.

C L Cunningham

We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Tgif Friday

Feeling better in mind body and spirit is a needed place for resting minds to roam.
Calling us home is the way to say I love you.
Realign your blessings to come back to you along the way.
Manifest beauty in your life and you will receive it. 🕯

I’m loving this bracelet and all the wonderful ways I have been feeling with it on. I feel very peaceful and helpful when I’m wearing it.
To try one today just send me a DM.
peaceful, journeys …namaste

Xoxo Kandee

No greater love

Looking at the faces of your dreams and imagining them coming to life.

That’s what I learned to do as my children grew up.

I learned to put away those dark places in me that were evil and ugly. Along the way I still made mistakes. I’m deeply sorry for those things today.

I love my children more than they will ever truly know because I don’t have the know how to show my emotions appropriately. I’m still working on my journey to the best version of myself.

This life keeps teaching that I can still learn and be better. Giving me chance after chance. I’m grateful for that.

Today I set my intentions on a hug from my daughter. I love her with all my heart. Her brothers and extended siblings too.

Today I say get out of your own way Kandee and take this opportunity to grow.

Wishing you all growth and love on this Wednesday in November.

Xoxo Kandee

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Brown unicorn

Brown Unicorn…. I came in love.

Late Nite Note Series volume 2

My new book is coming soon as well as the Late Nite Note Series podcast.

As I grow in my journey I have found a doorway to growth and development. Gratitude for all who have helped along the way.

I grow as an artist who has been through the lakes to find my valleys.

Thankful each day.

It’s a Friday night in and I hope your having fun.

Xoxo Kandee

Hazy field of dreams

Since around 1999 I wanted to be a writer with a newspaper and publishing company.

I opened Haze Press from my bedroom in Bellevue Nebraska. I was working with an entertainment company helping him get his business off the ground.

I was inspired to start my own. I opened an management company with my two friends Brieann and Chanda, called Platinum Status. We opened out of Omaha Nebraska.

During my lifetime I was a street team intern for radio and the music business.

I was a model and choreographer for After 5 productions. I was marketing and promotions for Shounuff Productions. I guess the name was taken.

With L-Mac’n of Gas Station an Indie Hip Hop group from Omaha making waves.

Before the fame.

I’ve been on radio with Power 106.9 but it was Hot 107.9 at the time. With Houston the “Assassin” of the UFC.

I’ve been writing ever since.

Dancing since six.

See the point is to follow your dreams even when it seems like there’s a wall between you and your goal.

Today I announced that Haze Press has returned.

Check it out on Instagram and my podcast soon. I can’t say what all I’m going to be able to do.

I just hope that it all turns out amazing.

Xoxo Kandee

Here’s a cool post from our Instagram page.

*Repost * @hazepress
Writing these books took years of strange mindsets and sleepness nights. My works of fiction are close to my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. I am author C L Cunningham and these are some of my works of art. It was all a dream the Ebook will be available for pre-sale Halloween.

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This space inside my head

I’ve changed…hopefully for the better.
As I grew and learned. I found out that growing may not be as glamorous as I hoped. Yet I found peace in knowing that I’m working for every blessing, lesson and triumph… My advice to you is. Keep trying to get better and be thankful along the way. 🌌
Xoxo Kandee

Picture courtesy of Instagram @spacecreamclothing

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Punishment

It’s early morning and I’ve been up thinking 💭.

About how my life turned out to be the way it is now.

I just got engaged to my ex husband. It literally sounds weird to say that.

No-one else has been supportive of that decision but the children. Let me sit in that statement.

The ones who were in the home with us are the ones who believe that we can build a better foundation for the future.

They seen the struggle the arguments and the shatter of the marriage. Yet in still our support is coming from the place of hope.

I’m not sorry for trying things that others have said no to. I’m just trying to live with all of the choices I’ve made in the past. Taking them to the realists truths that I can find and hopefully moving forward in peace.

My punishment is my own self esteem being broken into pieces every time I chase something that makes me feel pain, sadness and anger.

I beat myself up after the haze has cleared. When no one is around I analyze my actions over and over again.

This time I want to look back and say I did exactly what I needed to do to be able to wake up in the morning with a positive start and a smile on my face.

– C L Cunningham

Happy Thursday everyone may it bring you happiness, love, and abundance.

Xoxo

Kandee

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Strange lines and twisted journeys

My twisted thoughts as collaboration between the lines. Took the time to go deep in my mind and erase all the visions that weren’t true.

Apologized to myself for leaving me behind and grasped on to the truth… I love with a part of me that I can’t get back. So I guess I’ll just begin again.

C L Cunningham

Happy Thursday night I hope it’s as good as you need it to be

Xoxo Kandee

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