Coffee or tea or something like that

Scrolling down my timeline and there’s nothing I want to focus on.

Looking forward to seeing a post from that favorite feed only to get no rejuvenation.

Feeling better today than yesterday. So I search for something bigger.

Something stronger. Something out of the norm.

I like wet dreams and things that steam mirrors. But when my heart is weary and body is aching from sickness what I want is compassion.

The rat race has made it’s way to the internet and no-one has to drive a car for 9 to 5 thinking.

Rain, sleet, or snow. The pretend job has us going clockwork orange.

When all I really need is a hug and a cup of coffee. I can get both from the internet too yet neither will taste the same.

It’s Tuesday night and I’m in the middle of a snow storm.

Til we meet again.

Xoxo Kandee

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February 5, 2019

My son lost his friends. Rest in peace to his childhood.

Death and violence is preventing young men from seeing another day.

Stopping young women from seeing the future.

Holding us back.

An attack has been launched on this place.

Still we thrive in the sadness of it all.

Standing tall in our light makes us strong. The shadows will forever hold our past. We walk away from them pushing forward to etch our lives in truth of it all.

C L Cunningham

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Love Letter no. 1

Hey,

What you doing? Better yet. How you doing?

I’ve missing your smile seems like a long time I thought I was the one making you smile like that.

I feel like I’m the blame for the way things went.

I’m not able to commit.

I have a habit of running away.

With the promise that I came to stay.

I’m sorry. For not knowing my truth. I just realized it myself…

I mean everything I say. It’s just takes me awhile to see what I’ve done. I loved you. The thought of you and the way my imagination clings to you.

I think we’re more different than I thought but still closer to the mirror than I planned.

You were my mirror image. My twin flame. The more I wanted you the more I’d say your name.

I hope your doing good. I think that you are. From time to time I check from afar.

I have a lot to say but alot on my mind. But tonight I need to sleep because I have work.

If you’re not busy tomorrow I’ll write you again. Maybe if these letters reach you. You’ll know how much you meant to me and still do.

C L Cunningham

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LNNS Brown unicorn

It’s coming into fruition.

I wrote a post about my ideal for my next book about four months ago.

It has happened little by little. Inch by inch.

My life keeps etching me forward as I grow into a better writer and being.

The poems in my new book cover the ups and downs. The highs and lows. The growth not just the struggle.

I invite all of you to help me celebrate my new book cover.

It’s been extremely exciting to pick a actual photograph and work with someone else on my vision.

I used a photo from photographer Boudewijn Huydmans on unsplash. I also collaborated with Germancreative on Fiverr.com for the design.

I believe that it came out wonderfully creative and fun.

I hope you enjoy it too.

Brown Unicorn

Late Nite Note Series volume 2

Will be available soon.

Have a great Wednesday everyone

Xoxo Kandee

West

Hanging out in the west coast sun gave me browner skin and a drive for greatness.

Something about seeing people move about chasing their dreams makes me want to do more.

When I hear the song West by Karate Kidd. It gives me the vision of a man chasing after his dream.

With a chill vibe and nice beats he takes his journey on a musical road trip.

Check out West by Karate Kidd in the link below.

https://t.co/32HByTQ6Af?amp=1

Smoken Sex

Lost text.

Forgotten thoughts.

A telepathic mess.

Screenwriting you my hearts desire starting between my legs.

Fantasy currents mixing up my emotions and confusing my inner voice.

Watching love displayed as sex on the TV.

Drawing in my last puff of thoughts of you as I do.

Sensuality at it’s height of my affection my head in the direction of reaching the point of mind blowing mental tantra water flows.

Sweat soaked sheets and a window seat view of not knowing what’s next.

I rest my thoughts on the chest of where I want to be.

C L Cunningham

📷artist Kelsey Smith

Art Army

We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Halloween pre party

It’s Halloween and you’re all invited to the present sale of my book It Was All A Dream available officially available as a Kindle E Book.

A twisted romantic thriller about love between two worlds.

I’m excited to share it with you.

Have a happy and safe Halloween and check out my book today. 🎃

Xoxo Kandee

📷 Instagram @bluecatwriters

Hazy field of dreams

Since around 1999 I wanted to be a writer with a newspaper and publishing company.

I opened Haze Press from my bedroom in Bellevue Nebraska. I was working with an entertainment company helping him get his business off the ground.

I was inspired to start my own. I opened an management company with my two friends Brieann and Chanda, called Platinum Status. We opened out of Omaha Nebraska.

During my lifetime I was a street team intern for radio and the music business.

I was a model and choreographer for After 5 productions. I was marketing and promotions for Shounuff Productions. I guess the name was taken.

With L-Mac’n of Gas Station an Indie Hip Hop group from Omaha making waves.

Before the fame.

I’ve been on radio with Power 106.9 but it was Hot 107.9 at the time. With Houston the “Assassin” of the UFC.

I’ve been writing ever since.

Dancing since six.

See the point is to follow your dreams even when it seems like there’s a wall between you and your goal.

Today I announced that Haze Press has returned.

Check it out on Instagram and my podcast soon. I can’t say what all I’m going to be able to do.

I just hope that it all turns out amazing.

Xoxo Kandee

Here’s a cool post from our Instagram page.

*Repost * @hazepress
Writing these books took years of strange mindsets and sleepness nights. My works of fiction are close to my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. I am author C L Cunningham and these are some of my works of art. It was all a dream the Ebook will be available for pre-sale Halloween.

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