It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen

Today has been a long day. Off to work by 7:45 to get there at 8.

Stay til 6.

I’m grateful for the hours. Sometimes sitting with my thoughts too long gives me a heep of information but not enough fulfillment in the lonely moments.

It’s nice to share your thoughts with someone.

I stay inside most of my days away from the race of life. Which is why I appreciate it when I get out.

I find it hard for me to interact with people from time to time.

My peace is very important to me.

It’s taken years to achieve Zen.

I’m being more open to the mindset of being adventurous and seeing the world. Yet I’m cautious of the dark minds that I may encounter along the way.

My motto is that the more positive I am the better.

It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen, and it’s a blessing if you can help me stay in it.

Hope your night is filled with love.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way

PS. T-shirts will be available soon 😼

Smoken Sex

Lost text.

Forgotten thoughts.

A telepathic mess.

Screenwriting you my hearts desire starting between my legs.

Fantasy currents mixing up my emotions and confusing my inner voice.

Watching love displayed as sex on the TV.

Drawing in my last puff of thoughts of you as I do.

Sensuality at it’s height of my affection my head in the direction of reaching the point of mind blowing mental tantra water flows.

Sweat soaked sheets and a window seat view of not knowing what’s next.

I rest my thoughts on the chest of where I want to be.

C L Cunningham

📷artist Kelsey Smith

Art Army

We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Halloween pre party

It’s Halloween and you’re all invited to the present sale of my book It Was All A Dream available officially available as a Kindle E Book.

A twisted romantic thriller about love between two worlds.

I’m excited to share it with you.

Have a happy and safe Halloween and check out my book today. 🎃

Xoxo Kandee

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Hazy field of dreams

Since around 1999 I wanted to be a writer with a newspaper and publishing company.

I opened Haze Press from my bedroom in Bellevue Nebraska. I was working with an entertainment company helping him get his business off the ground.

I was inspired to start my own. I opened an management company with my two friends Brieann and Chanda, called Platinum Status. We opened out of Omaha Nebraska.

During my lifetime I was a street team intern for radio and the music business.

I was a model and choreographer for After 5 productions. I was marketing and promotions for Shounuff Productions. I guess the name was taken.

With L-Mac’n of Gas Station an Indie Hip Hop group from Omaha making waves.

Before the fame.

I’ve been on radio with Power 106.9 but it was Hot 107.9 at the time. With Houston the “Assassin” of the UFC.

I’ve been writing ever since.

Dancing since six.

See the point is to follow your dreams even when it seems like there’s a wall between you and your goal.

Today I announced that Haze Press has returned.

Check it out on Instagram and my podcast soon. I can’t say what all I’m going to be able to do.

I just hope that it all turns out amazing.

Xoxo Kandee

Here’s a cool post from our Instagram page.

*Repost * @hazepress
Writing these books took years of strange mindsets and sleepness nights. My works of fiction are close to my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. I am author C L Cunningham and these are some of my works of art. It was all a dream the Ebook will be available for pre-sale Halloween.

📷 HazePress

Can you fight for us?

Sally tried one more time. Tired and frustrated she aligned her whole body’s energy and forced a chi ball with her hands.

On command she threw it against the brick and iron strong wall with a one, two, three punch.

Instantly all the pieces exploded in the air, as the bust cleared. Visual proof was now shown.

Sally had known all along that she could do it. Her frustration was that she was hand picked by the elite group and then repeatedly pushed to see what see would and could do.

If the point was to make them believe she had already made them believers.

The head of the program came behind the glass and put out his hand. Well done ma’am. I didn’t think you had it in you and now I see. If you’re ready I’d think that we’re ready to fight for us.

Sally shook her head is belief. No disrespect but who the fuck is gonna fight for me.

C L Cunningham

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Summer of 2018

The Summer of 2018
By C L Cunningham 

  

Methodically the summer breeze sets my mindset at ease as I lay in this chair. Legs up and messy pineapple puff I type away with thoughts of you. 

I don’t know what you’re doing right now or even if you’re alone. Yet all I want to do is be next to you.

Light touches and a warm embrace. If life is a race into those arms I’m in first place as I reach for your love to pull me towards you. 

My dinner date for two as hours turn into weeks and weeks into months as I wait for the universe to bring you to me or me to you. 

Some would call me foolish for hoping but hoping is better than dreaming so why shouldn’t I love you at my best?

I’ve seen you search for me even when you didn’t know what you were searching for and still our hearts found one another.

We are beyond magic.

We are infinite and that’s all we’ll ever need.
💋 

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Free!!!

Hey friends! It’s bright and early on this amazing holiday. Prayers for a safe 4th of July for all of you🙏🏽. Since today is in the spirit of gratitude I want to display my gratitude for all of you. I’m giving away my newly released book now through Saturday. Just click the link in my bio to get your copy. Xoxo #happy4thofjuly #newbook #giveaway

  

Grateful little stories 

Early morning and time again for a subtle change. Winter storms and days enjoying cold fronts are becoming my new normal here in Nebraska.

    
A vast difference from the heat of the West coast. 

I’m thinking of all the stories that have touched my life. The stories that have given me insight and inspiration. Stories that made me think and pushed me in one way or another. 

One story stands out in my mind today. 

It’s the story of the princess and the pea. In that story the princess was lost and seeking shelter. That while she was sleeping if she could feel a pea under her mattress. She would wake up bruised and actually be considered a real princess. It’s been told all over the world. Changed into new versions and made into parodies.  

  
The reason that I’m so grateful for this story is that as a young girl I would express my sensitivity to someone and they would just blow me off. I’ve always been very sensitive both physically and mentally. I bruise easily. This story allowed me to speak my truth. I thought if that girl could feel a pea underneath a bunch of mattresses and actually be telling the truth then I could speak up when something was hurting me. I still refer to the story to this day. If I’m uncomfortable sleeping I just say ” well I could literally feel a pea under there if you put it. ”

  
The amazing thing is as an adult I finally realized that I am what is called an empathetic person who is actually hyper sensitive. Go figure. 

Stories have a way with helping find out my strengths and weaknesses. I’m grateful for the story tellers and writers who have helped me get in touch with who I am. Unapologetically so.

Day 22 of grateful January and the question is what story are you grateful for? Feel free to chime in. I love all the comments that I receive. 
C. L Cunningham 

Happy Monday 

Photos courtesy of https://www.pinterest.com/pin/410109109801366777/

Story information can be found on https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans_Christian_Andersen

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