We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Frozen in time

Sometimes the mind plays a game of running and chasing. Running from a feeling,thought,or emotion.

This war goes on inside of us until we are weary or frustrated sometimes angry.

These are all signs of grief.

Let go of the things that no longer serve your spirit and open up room for blessings and love to come in.

Happy Monday luvs

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is a way of life

📷me in the open forest and yoga

1:36 Am

Sounds of loneliness creeping in. Reminding me of years past.

It’s Saturday morning and I’m where I should be… Home.

Learning to listen to my inner goddess and opening up my soul to the truth and it’s becoming more real than I ever wanted to feel.

Happy Saturday everyone in the world.

Xoxo Kandee

📷Nicholas Denmon quotes

Hazy field of dreams

Since around 1999 I wanted to be a writer with a newspaper and publishing company.

I opened Haze Press from my bedroom in Bellevue Nebraska. I was working with an entertainment company helping him get his business off the ground.

I was inspired to start my own. I opened an management company with my two friends Brieann and Chanda, called Platinum Status. We opened out of Omaha Nebraska.

During my lifetime I was a street team intern for radio and the music business.

I was a model and choreographer for After 5 productions. I was marketing and promotions for Shounuff Productions. I guess the name was taken.

With L-Mac’n of Gas Station an Indie Hip Hop group from Omaha making waves.

Before the fame.

I’ve been on radio with Power 106.9 but it was Hot 107.9 at the time. With Houston the “Assassin” of the UFC.

I’ve been writing ever since.

Dancing since six.

See the point is to follow your dreams even when it seems like there’s a wall between you and your goal.

Today I announced that Haze Press has returned.

Check it out on Instagram and my podcast soon. I can’t say what all I’m going to be able to do.

I just hope that it all turns out amazing.

Xoxo Kandee

Here’s a cool post from our Instagram page.

*Repost * @hazepress
Writing these books took years of strange mindsets and sleepness nights. My works of fiction are close to my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. I am author C L Cunningham and these are some of my works of art. It was all a dream the Ebook will be available for pre-sale Halloween.

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Bus stop California

Coming from 3 hour bus rides and a good thigh boosting hills I find myself looking up.

I spend a lot of time wondering how things come to be and I realized that it’s my focus.

So I try to focus on something good.

Happy Sunday everyone …

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way to zen

This space inside my head

I’ve changed…hopefully for the better.
As I grew and learned. I found out that growing may not be as glamorous as I hoped. Yet I found peace in knowing that I’m working for every blessing, lesson and triumph… My advice to you is. Keep trying to get better and be thankful along the way. 🌌
Xoxo Kandee

Picture courtesy of Instagram @spacecreamclothing

Art Army

Punishment

It’s early morning and I’ve been up thinking 💭.

About how my life turned out to be the way it is now.

I just got engaged to my ex husband. It literally sounds weird to say that.

No-one else has been supportive of that decision but the children. Let me sit in that statement.

The ones who were in the home with us are the ones who believe that we can build a better foundation for the future.

They seen the struggle the arguments and the shatter of the marriage. Yet in still our support is coming from the place of hope.

I’m not sorry for trying things that others have said no to. I’m just trying to live with all of the choices I’ve made in the past. Taking them to the realists truths that I can find and hopefully moving forward in peace.

My punishment is my own self esteem being broken into pieces every time I chase something that makes me feel pain, sadness and anger.

I beat myself up after the haze has cleared. When no one is around I analyze my actions over and over again.

This time I want to look back and say I did exactly what I needed to do to be able to wake up in the morning with a positive start and a smile on my face.

– C L Cunningham

Happy Thursday everyone may it bring you happiness, love, and abundance.

Xoxo

Kandee

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Can you fight for us?

Sally tried one more time. Tired and frustrated she aligned her whole body’s energy and forced a chi ball with her hands.

On command she threw it against the brick and iron strong wall with a one, two, three punch.

Instantly all the pieces exploded in the air, as the bust cleared. Visual proof was now shown.

Sally had known all along that she could do it. Her frustration was that she was hand picked by the elite group and then repeatedly pushed to see what see would and could do.

If the point was to make them believe she had already made them believers.

The head of the program came behind the glass and put out his hand. Well done ma’am. I didn’t think you had it in you and now I see. If you’re ready I’d think that we’re ready to fight for us.

Sally shook her head is belief. No disrespect but who the fuck is gonna fight for me.

C L Cunningham

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