We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Protecting the unprotected. 

Beautiful. 

Namaste.

  
I love it when someone teaches me how to protect my soul and spirit. It’s a blessing to receive a message. I stopped in on another one of my day ones today.

I went to church today y’all.  Whaaat. 

It’s been her family’s church for decades and I called myself popping in at the end and got a whole sermon. I needed one. 

Afterwards big sis talked to me and her words refreshed my spirit. That’s what people who love me do for me. Revive and renew my mind. 

Thank you for following my journey. Thank you for allowing my words to speak to you. 

As I watch these Soul train awards and enjoy a comfortable time this Sunday. I’m still in a good mood. A little wine in my cup doesn’t hurt either.

Yesterday I learned a word from a blogger here on WordPress. Gaslighting. To manipulate someone’s mind with trickery.

My advice to those suffering from the effects of this world. You are under no obligation to make your life an open book. You have the right to protect your struggles, your gifts, and your story. 

Keep your head up baby! It’s gonna be alright. Here’s a song to uplift your heart.

C. L Cunningham 

Peace and blessings ✨🦋

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November again 

  
Well well well.

It’s November again. November is the one year mark of me in California. Yay. I suppose.

It’s also the fantastic month of my brother and goddaughter’s birthdays. Both on the same day. One of my day one besties was born today. Quite a few memories with that girl. I laugh inside thinking of the fun me and her had. I’m also celebrating one more very important birthday. 

Sentimental I guess. 

Grade school taught us that November was a month of peace. Of partaking in family gatherings and meeting new friends. Sharing food,fun,and inspiration. 

Being thankful is the theme for November.

I plan to find my thanksgiving. To let differences be different. And allow life become a painting that I hold the paintbrush to.

Here’s to new beginnings. Thankful hearts. Peaceful minds. Accompanied by bright energies and True hearted souls. 

The leaves are falling. Love still exists and my thoughts are with the moon.

C. L Cunningham 🍂🌾🍁 Happy November 

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6:26am

Avoidance is a nifty tool.

Ignoring something at an alarming rate.

The pros and cons are probably endless but I’m avoiding those too.

  
Feeling down sneaks up like a clumsy burglar trying to get goodies from an empty house. Goes away as fast as it appears.

  
It becomes up to me to redirect my mind. 

To pick thoughts that empower my positivity.

Thoughts that bring me back to my center and lift me up.

Mediation and yoga helps me regain a sense of self. Brings me calm and peace even on days that things have gone haywire. 

If relief is as easy as stretching and letting my mind find it’s own off button. Then I’m totally in!

C. L Cunningham 

Here’s a yoga link for anyone who wants to try it🌞🌻🦋🌈

Namaste

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Wanderful 

Having the ability to switch from intellectual hogwash to an emotional mud fight in a split second is no easy feat. What’s even more amazing is that everyone does it. Growing up I was taught that certain traits are feminine or masculine. 

I’m beginning to see that most of those gender rules are wrong.

Everyone hurts. Everyone cries. Everyone has emotions. Everyone has intellect. One gender isn’t better than the other. Centuries of wasted propaganda. Keeping the divide alive between the sexes. Keeping the confused in a state of confusion. Branding the lies with posters and media coverage. 

  Looking through a telescope of information for guidance. Searching for answers for the future. When I am the person who decides what my future is. I keep reaching out but maybe I should just keep looking upwards.

My daily heroes are regular people. The family that helps the community. The man who opened the door me. The teenager who carried bags for me. The unique way of being a blessing when there’s nothing to give. Reaching inside and sharing a piece of oneself. These things are priceless. 

 
I’m acknowledging that I could not survive alone in California. 

My decision to come here wasn’t planned out correctly.

It’s been a hard pill to swallow. 

Thankful is an understatement when it comes together with my gratitude for all the things that have helped us succeed here.

I plan to explore more. Complain less and put my best foot forward.

C.L Cunningham 

Hoping for days filled with adventure this winter season

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October is breast cancer awareness month 

  It’s the wonderful month of October and along with harvest fun. There’s a big issue still plaguing many women.

Breast Cancer. 

Early detection is the key so please do a self check every month. 

The  national breast cancer website  has great information and a free guide on having healthy breast. http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/

Please spread awareness, or donate anything that we can do, so more women are saved everyday.

C.L Cunningham 

Happy October 🌸🎃💋

Ego trip

Woke up with a new attitude. A good one. Happy to feel grounded instead in a celestial state at all times. 

Got up to call around for a reality job. Well that’s what I call a job that isn’t pursuing your God given talents. Or your DNA embedded talent for my non believing friends. 

As I was walking I heard that wonderful ego voice in my head. Mine likes to talk sh*t about situations we can not control. Wondering why the things that would work perfectly for me will not work for another. 

Even with full understanding of the differences between each other in general. I still want almost perfection of the meeting of the minds. The importance of being on the same page. 

I sigh thinking about it. Let the breathing work of my lungs try to push out the feeling of longing. Waiting to feel better is a little overrated when the things you’ve attached to your happiness belong in the hands of someone else.

Today I’m going to make sure I know how beautiful I am. Head to toe. Voice and strength. Mind, body, and soul. I want to remind anyone reading how exactly beautiful that you are. Problems and all. 

The days get better. The pain goes away if you’re ready for it to leave and tomorrow begins again. 

C .L Cunningham 

  
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A way of life

I woke up today to good news. Yasss the universe has finally smiled down on me. The divine has blessed me and made California finally feel like a place I can call myself a resident. I’d say home but we’ll see about that. 

I went looking for a place. Hoping and praying I find what I need. 

Mostly today has been a day of thanksgiving. I feel so thankful today. I get to feel hopeful about the future. I almost lost that feeling of hope these last few weeks. Excited to say that’s back again. 

  
Sometimes life seems like a movie. One where you’re the director and the actor. Just as you’ve come to grips with that you find out that you are also the writer of the script. That’s three jobs. A trinity of information. An amazing amount of work. 

It doesn’t always go as planned . Life gets off screen and jumps into your lap. Or should I say my lap. Because my life has definitely jumped off track and then back on. 

Here’s to a beautiful Wednesday and a thankful day for me. 

C.L Cunningham 

Namaste 🌻🌞🦋
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A peekaboo of Sunshine 

The light of the day is peaking it’s way through the windows.

I’m directing my son while he gets dressed for today.  Even as a teenager He still needs some of that mommy power to the rescue. I’m always happy to give it. Soon he won’t want to be bothered with my extra attention. 

  
It’s a glorious Tuesday morning. 

The house is getting into full swing. Everyone figuring out what to do and packing up for what is happening on this day. Sack lunches and backpacks ready.

I have no intentions for today.

I want the day to flow freely. Trying not to put any pressure on myself or anyone else for that matter. 

  
Excited to experience another week. Hopeful for a outcome that takes me one step closer to achieving the things I need.

C. L Cunningham 

Wishing you all a blessed Tuesday 

Namaste 

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