Dear Phoenix Sky Harbor

Sitting in the air port thinking about how I was just about strip searched in front of 50 people.

My beautiful big sister drops me off with love and we’ll wishes as I unloaded my bags from her car.

I’m smiling and feeling happy about my time here in Phoenix. I get my bags checked and head for security check.

I stand in the proper way. I put all the belongings that I’ve brought in the trays as instructed.

As I come out of the scanning station the TSA agent tells me that I flagged in the buttocks area. I’m a bit annoyed because I took great care in picking clothes with no extra buckles and belts.

She instructs me on how she will be searching me and asked if I wanted a private search. I said no because the area in which she said she would run her hands didn’t need privacy in my thoughts.

As she’s searching me I begin to feel uncomfortable. She ran her hands across my butt. Then across my waist. Took both hands down my thigh from the side of my vagina down my leg. Then ran her hands across my vagina pubic hair. Proceeded to switch to the other leg and then ran her fingers in my mid panty area between my legs. Thank God I wore underwear today.

She went again across my waist, then bent down before me on her knees lifted my dress and pulled down my leggings to look inside. After she took a wipe and wiped both my hands and tested the wipe with a machine.

I became angry as I quietly waited for the test results. Others were passing by without one other person getting stopped.

She did my mention swiping my hands or putting her hand on my vagina when she explained the search. She also did not mention looking into my leggings.Which also triggered emotions of embarrassment and violation.

I was then cleared to continue to my gate.

I pushed through the sign annoyed and traumatised.

I now sit here wondering what the flag actually was.

Dear Phoenix Sky Harbor. Teach your TSA agents to better explain why you are stopped and the full nature of the search. If it had been better explained I would have opted for a more private search.

Sincerely

C L Cunningham

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Brown unicorn volume 2

I’m proud to say that I’m on book six. It’s been an uphill battle with lots of failure and hopes.

I’m grateful for the road to being a writer,poet,and author.

I would love to share a few of the poems from the book with all of you.

Live via Instagram from Arizona on April 12,2019

Come hang out with me online and chat about the book.

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Happy Monday everyone

Xoxo Kandee

Coffee or tea or something like that

Scrolling down my timeline and there’s nothing I want to focus on.

Looking forward to seeing a post from that favorite feed only to get no rejuvenation.

Feeling better today than yesterday. So I search for something bigger.

Something stronger. Something out of the norm.

I like wet dreams and things that steam mirrors. But when my heart is weary and body is aching from sickness what I want is compassion.

The rat race has made it’s way to the internet and no-one has to drive a car for 9 to 5 thinking.

Rain, sleet, or snow. The pretend job has us going clockwork orange.

When all I really need is a hug and a cup of coffee. I can get both from the internet too yet neither will taste the same.

It’s Tuesday night and I’m in the middle of a snow storm.

Til we meet again.

Xoxo Kandee

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It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen

Today has been a long day. Off to work by 7:45 to get there at 8.

Stay til 6.

I’m grateful for the hours. Sometimes sitting with my thoughts too long gives me a heep of information but not enough fulfillment in the lonely moments.

It’s nice to share your thoughts with someone.

I stay inside most of my days away from the race of life. Which is why I appreciate it when I get out.

I find it hard for me to interact with people from time to time.

My peace is very important to me.

It’s taken years to achieve Zen.

I’m being more open to the mindset of being adventurous and seeing the world. Yet I’m cautious of the dark minds that I may encounter along the way.

My motto is that the more positive I am the better.

It’s a Sin to mess with my Zen, and it’s a blessing if you can help me stay in it.

Hope your night is filled with love.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way

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We meet again December

Last December I was in waiting.

Waiting for love to arrive. Waiting for the next big thing in my life.

Waiting for people to notice me and invite me in.

This December is different.

I’m reaching out. I’m moving forward and I’m becoming more and more focused.

I want to manifest a beautiful life that I can enjoy as I be of service.

I’m opening up to receive the beauty that here everyday.

I’m grateful for the journey.

Happy Monday everyone

May it be the beginning of the rest of your life.

Xoxo Kandee

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Tis the season

It’s a beautiful Tuesday morning and I decided to pick up a positive attitude for it.
Yesterday I got a couple of my Christmas presents and roamed the mall doing yoga and enjoying the vibes.
I’m grateful for another day to become better again and again.
So today I am going to shower you with a few cool places in my hometown.


These are some of my life’s pictures yet each place is special.
From Tacos and Margaritas to the Westroads Mall. Omaha has a lot to see. We love to watch football as a family and the Capital District is the perfect place for that. With a Wide Screen TV outside.
I’m excited for this holiday season and I hope this year will be better than the last.
Happy Tuesday everyone
Xoxo Kandee

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And C L Cunningham

Emphatic

The showing of emotions as energy has been one tiny victory after another.

I tend to be everywhere at one time.

My mind is on work, and my creativity. My family and friends and all the visions that come with those thoughts..

Each day I’m trying to get to my dreams and loves through the power of my mind.

I feel deeply and sometimes I’m overwhelmed.

I try not to let it get me down. Reading, meditation and manifesting my intentions help me each day.

How about you? What are you doing to handle day to day life?

Drop me a line .

Have a great day everyone.

Xoxo Kandee

Namaste is the way 🙏🌌

This time of day

“When neither is attended,and I think the nightingale if she should sing by day when every goose is cackling-Amelia Bassano aka William Shakespeare… (The merchant of Venice-Act V, Sc.1

I stumbled upon a cup of tea in the mournings light and found her name in the stars amongst the God’s of then when love was written with a pen covered by blood ink -C L Cunningham/ Amelia Bassano

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