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Push

Today.

Today I’m going to push through. 

I’m not going to let the thoughts and things that are troubling me get me down. 

There’s a lot of insanity going on in this world. 

I wish that I could ignore it all, but better than ignoring it. I can send positive energy it’s way.

We’re are all amazing creatures. 

And today let’s all push through our challenges and enjoy this day.

C. L Cunningham 

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5:29AM

Dawn or what some call daybreak is beginning…

My soul has elevated and my choice has remained the same.

Amen.

Shape shifted and lifted from below the light that shines still shines for you.

Wrong or right…it is what it is.

Hopefully the blessings from above will carry me through. 

C. L Cunningham 

It’s a new day 💛 happy Sunday 

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Almost 

It’s 3:29 in the am and I just finished watching Almost Christmas. It’s a movie that came out around my birthday which is very close to Christmas time.

I’m up laughing a little too hard and maybe a little too loud 😹. I just can’t help myself. When I hear something that I think is funny I have to laugh. And unfortunately for me it doesn’t matter where or what time in the wee bit early morning. 

I’m glad I got to watch the movie again. It gave me the same happiness and smiles that I got on my birthday when I took myself alone to the movie theater to see it for the first time. I walked out happy then and I’m surprisingly happy now. 

See I may not be where I want to be but I’m still enjoying myself along the journey. 

There’s a saying that most doesn’t count. But sometimes almost is the entrance to the next or the right direction when we were close to achieving a dream, but needed more instruction. In a part of the movie the Dad said “help others and if you can’t help them then at least don’t hurt them”.

I’ve almost done a lot of things. Some were good and some were bad. Some were helpful some were hurtful. I’m growing and learning each day to become a better person. And each time I’ve had to get out here and figure it out. Sometimes  almost having something gave me more time to figure out life’s equations. 
C.L Cunningham 

Almost where I want to be but enjoying the present moment when I can

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Fraction in time (short story) pt 2

Natasha is staring at one of the most fabulous men she has ever seen in her life.

Always having a one track mind she had to focus on the task at hand. Finding out who this man was and why was he calling her Sally? 

After walking for a while she decided to take a jab at the question of night. Who was he? 

There she was walking hand and hand with Mr. White chocolate of the universe and she didn’t even know his name. Let alone where he was taking her. She cleared her throat “So, babe. Where are we going on this fine evening?” Mr. White chocolate smiled a wonderful full pearly teeth smile “Well my Nubian princess I’m taking us to an exclusive night spot my business associate told me about in strict confidence.” After giving her another sexy smile he pointed down the road to big Parisian building. 

Satisfied with the answer she decided to take the journey. What could happen right?

After another ten minutes they had arrived at their destination.  The place had beautiful stone pillars and marble white floors.  The atmosphere was above any fine dining restaurant she had ever seen in real life. But this wasn’t her real life. 

This was Sally’s life. 

The maitre d’ looked at his clipboard and gave herself and Mr. Jonathan Frantz a motion to come take their seating. Natasha whispered his name twice in her mind. “Jonathan Frantz, Jonathan Frantz”. 

She took a her seat graciously and allowed Jonathan to do the ordering for them both. Hell, the menu was in French and the only thing she knew how to say in French was “wee wee”. And that didn’t even mean yes yes so she was basically shit out of luck on communicating her dinner preferences.

After a light pause her pretend man of the hour took both her hands into his and asked her ” do you love me?” Completely caught off guard and immediately petrified she replied with the only answer that seemed appropriate. “Yes, yes Jonathan I do, but why are you being so serious? Is there something in the wine that’s making you loopy?”. He chuckled at her response and stood up with his glass in hand tapping the sides. 

“Can I get everyone’s attention please?” He continued “I  love this woman with every bone in my body. With every beat of my heart and every fiber of my being. And Sally if you will do me the honor of becoming my wife I will spend every waking moment of our days never letting you forget what a beautiful woman you are. And how happy you have made me.” He got down on one knee then the maitre d’ hands him a box and out comes the most fabulous stone she has ever seen. It was gorgeous. 

Natasha stood up with tears in her eyes and answers ” Oh Jonathan! The honor is all mine”. Instantly he picks her up and gives her a kiss that sent shivers down her spine. She was waiting for the kiss but she didn’t know it was going to make her panties moist. Placing her back down on the ground he puts the ring on her finger.

Just as the crowd is applauding and cheering reality sets in. This is not her life. This is not her man and she is not Sally…

Part 3 coming soon

C. L Cunningham 

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Positive not

Life is crazy.

How many times have I seen positive things in a world of nut cases and fruit loops. And I don’t mean the kind that is edible.  

I mean seriously some of the things in this life are not only unnecessary but down right sick and messed up!…

How many times do I have to be owed something and just give a… your still alive pass because I didn’t put a spell on you? And I could have.

How many times do I have to calm my spirit of darkness and show light and mercy to a universal energy that calls for, lives in, plays in, and basically lays in corruption and wickness?

Each day is different. Some days get to me more than most. Especially when right is right. And wrong is wrong. 

I’m thankful that even in my darkest hour I’m given a sense of peace and hope for wrongs to be made right and the devil inside of my ego to calm down.  

I’m not always positive but it is a blessing when I can find the positive side of life. 

Today I’m going to zen out the rest of this day. I’m prayed up and waiting on a better way.

C. L Cunningham 

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11:38pm

I have told myself at least three times to go to sleep and I haven’t.

I listened to some ol school music and I thought about what could have been and then I ate peanut butter and granola. It was so good…

Right now I’m just enjoying the calm of the night. My daughter is gone away from the room so I have it all to myself.

I’m listening to the fan blow and seeing the rays of the night sky out the window as I think about my future and how it’s so bright. Brighter than I ever hoped for. And I’m thankful.

I feel good today or rather I say tonight. And tomorrow I’ll feel even better because I’ll chose to and now I finally realise it’s been my choice.

C. L Cunningham

Soon to be C. L Green and loving it ❤