Have you ever been joking around with someone and they start to tickle you?
First it feels weird. Then it may feel silly so you start to laugh and yell stop in the mist of your laughter. But when your done with it and the person doesn’t stop tickling you a little panic sets in. Anxiety takes over and now your either yelling, kicking and hitting or crying because the person took the joke too damn far. This unfortunately means that there was a breakdown in understanding.
That’s where I am today. I’m done being tickled. I’m no longer laughing at the joke that life keeps trying to play on me. When I love someone really love someone I’m not in the mood for games. My heart breaks like anyone else and my dreams for the future are as important as anything else.
I made a decision to chase my dreams. A little bit late, but better now than never. I’m relying on the heavens above to point me in the right direction as I do the work. I’m concentrating on calming the storm within and listening to the hum of the universe. I’m being careful not to let my ego take over.
I can write about being a better person. I can write about finding peace. I can write about standing in my truth but if I’m not willing to walk the walk I’m a fraud to myself. I’m not being honest with myself and that eventually that would make me dishonest with anyone reading this blog.
I’m real serious about this walk. I’m real serious about living an in a attitude of gratitude and I’m beyond serious about finding love. Make no mistake that I’m still human. I hurt, I cry, I hope for the future but I’m doing all these things in reality. I love, I guide and I live with my decisions. I’m thankful on a daily basis. I’m grateful that I was given this chance. I literally thought that I told everyone who helped guide me on this journey thank you. I thought I covered my past with a blessing and I started walking in peace.
That’s all I can do.
I forgive the past I pray the past has forgiven me. I’m happy and healthy. My mind is at ease. I’m looking forward to the future whatever it may be. Namaste has become my way of life. I got on my knees and asked the divine for the things that I wanted in the world. From that day I started to prepare myself for my prayers to be answered. I’m preparing myself for my dreams to be manifested in real life ,in real time, and with real people.
No matter how hard it feels to be out of my comfort zone I keep going. I had an amazing coach who taught me to push past the tears to face my fears and get out of my own way. I hope he takes his own advice.
There’s greatness out here in these streets. There’s hope for a better tomorrow and there’s changes to be made for anyone who’s willing to change. That’s what I’ve learned on this journey.
Love resides inside of me. I’m thankful to be able to write about it. To be able to share my gratitude to others and for the people who have helped me along the way. I know that there’s love waiting on me as I walk into my destiny. I know that I’m going the right direction and that I’m on a beautiful path. I’m enjoying the views and taking mental pictures as I say “Thank you universe for another day of life!!!!”
It’s another gorgeous Tuesday morning. The day has beautiful gifts to be uncovered and hope goes a long way when I’m tired and running out of zen.
The power within hits the recharge button. I then listen to a little music and I open my heart up to the love surrounding me.
Here’s a quick way to release some tension through yoga.
Namaste it’s not just a vibe it’s my way of life🙏🏼
Sending you all peace and blessings ✨
Website for the yoga flow http://beautydecorandmore.com/relaxing-restorative-yoga-poses/