It’s officially the last day of 2017!!!!!!!!
I can’t say that I’m sad to see it go. So what did I learn? What did 2017 teach me?
That I feel what I feel and that it should mean something to me. If I feel down I need to identify with why and make it my utmost priority to put my feelings in check. If I feel angry it is my responsibility to find my peace.
I can’t control everything around me. That’s impossible. What I can do is focus on more of what brings me joy. Vent when I need to vent. Love who I choose to love. Live how I choose to live and enjoy every moment before they’re gone.
Happy New Year y’all!!!!
We made it.
Dear 2018, I’ll see you tomorrow 😉
C. L Cunningham
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My newest novella is coming soon and I’m excited to share it with you💋
First chapter is on Wattpad
In the stillness of night. I awaken the soul within me. I let the sounds of water and waves soothe my thoughts and my emotions. I embrace the things that I cannot change.
Subconsciously I wish for a life a little different from now. But earnestly I’m hoping that realness prevails.
Things aren’t always what they seem, yet I go with the current anyway. I can’t change anyone other than myself so, I’m changing.
Life will send me anything that I believe in. Thank goodness I still believe in love.
Today is one day before the end of this year. Just like any other day it’s meant to be cherished.
It’s the weekend y’all! Enjoy it . Live it . Love it. The day is yours do with it as you please. Hopefully you choose to do good with it.
C. L Cunningham
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In a place where change can grow the view is different. Mindset is better and hope resonates throughout your soul.
Old pains are yet to be healed, but instead of running from the pain I walk through it.
I do not have my life together.
I don’t know if I ever will.
What I do have is hope.
Each day new things arise and new information is available to me. The ability to receive them with grace and kindness is the new zen in my life.
I speak up for change. I’m learning how to speak life into it also. I want to illuminate light. I’ve been given the gift to love myself including my flaws and weaknesses. I’m grateful for the life that I have been given.
Sometimes I can’t always find the positives. That’s when I know it is time to sit in stillness and allow life’s journey to evolve.
I don’t know what 2018 will bring. I’m thankful to be alive to see it. There was a time when death seemed like a comfort zone. Now life seems like the present and the universe is the blessing.
I’m growing up in mind,body,soul, and spirit.
Getting older has its benefits.
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Yesterday was a bit of a difficult day.
Misunderstandings and misconceptions.
Let it be. That’s what I tell myself. I won’t always see eye to eye with someone’s thoughts and perceptions. It is not for me to make myself or anyone else understand, but I can value another’s reasons for why they choose the things they choose. As I also hope others can value mine.
Today is a new and wonderful day.
The sun is shining through this -8 degree weather.
I took the time to do a positive affirmations mediation. It lifted my spirits before I even started my day. Positive vibrations or positive energy brings more positivity. Lawd knows that I can use that in my life.
Have a great Wednesday
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I don’t believe none of this maaya. If this is supposed to be real life stick a fork in me because I’m done.
At least for today.
There’s not enough pep in my step to make today’s mood turn Sunny. So I’m gonna sit in the clouds of my mind.
Time doesn’t heal everything but maybe it can heal me.
I keep trying on days when jokes aren’t enough to make me laugh and peace isn’t inside of my soul. Yet I push on through the fog and smile anyway.
Honestly speaking about my wants needs and fears. Trying to make my self talk kind. And maybe just maybe drinking more wine than this small body should handle.
Looking for the truth just uncovers more lies so I give it a rest. Sherlock stayed unhappy and ain’t nobody got time for that. At least not right now.
It feels like Monday but I guess it’s Tuesday so that proves that looks and feelings can be deceiving.
I can’t muster up the energy to make a positive post so instead of saying have a good day. I’ll just say….have a day.
Wishing you all a day🌼
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Make the pain stop
Give me what I want.
Days when I can’t help but be extra because what I feel is so strong that I refuse to let it go.
And I don’t care.
And it’s unfair.
But so are you.
This could be through. This could be done.
Or we could feel like two kids. In love.
Constantly on the run.
Who needs a perfect love story when one with kinks and dents can become more cherished because of the time invested.
Who needs to be closer to you than me?
I wish I was…. yours. I wish you were mine.
But your not and we’re not.
It’s a long night. On a lonely day.
And maybe it’s better this way.
But it doesn’t feel like it.
C. L Cunningham
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Sending a bit of holiday cheer and love out into the world. From my family to yours have a Merry Christmas 🎁🎄.
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