Working continuously towards a goal is the way to finding success.
I’m sitting criss crossed and listening to sounds of the day flowing around me. Pretending I’m in my never ending happiness. Acting as if the future is less frightening than it was a year ago. To be honest with you it’s become more.
Using run on sentences and cut off phrases as I express to these words the things that I meant to say. Letting them take on a mind of their own as we watch life go by and stand still at the same time.
I seen somewhere to cut the fluff. I laughed. Isn’t it all fluffy? Blue clouds and light of the sunshine. I almost forgot how beautiful it is to enjoy the simple paintbrush used to create this space that I’m in.
I don’t mind time.
The time it takes to get to and from the desires of the heart. I almost forgot about you.
The peer reviews of my lifestyle that are vague snippets of realism and reality. Thoughts on why aren’t needed anymore. My journey is still the most important challenge I will ever face. Without having to face it all at once.
Now isn’t that grand.
Seeing days of pretty faces. Written symphonies of what happened today or the tears of a stranger. Plague my vision and cool my heart. I want to send love to the masses and all share peacefulness of souls being lifted up.
Hard rock isn’t just a cafe but a way of life. Hard to go through but rock solid as a foundation if you keep your eyes pointed upward and onto the belief of change. Maybe change can be as simple seeing what is. Deciding if it’s something to live with or remember as a reminder of what used to be.
Uncertainty used to be my nemesis. Now it’s mixed in my weekly cup of tea. What’s more is that I’m more ready to drink from it than I am to plan for the future.
So be it.
C. L Cunningham
Writing life and sending hope your way 🌻