It’s 3:29 in the am and I just finished watching Almost Christmas. It’s a movie that came out around my birthday which is very close to Christmas time.
I’m up laughing a little too hard and maybe a little too loud 😹. I just can’t help myself. When I hear something that I think is funny I have to laugh. And unfortunately for me it doesn’t matter where or what time in the wee bit early morning.
I’m glad I got to watch the movie again. It gave me the same happiness and smiles that I got on my birthday when I took myself alone to the movie theater to see it for the first time. I walked out happy then and I’m surprisingly happy now.
See I may not be where I want to be but I’m still enjoying myself along the journey.
There’s a saying that most doesn’t count. But sometimes almost is the entrance to the next or the right direction when we were close to achieving a dream, but needed more instruction. In a part of the movie the Dad said “help others and if you can’t help them then at least don’t hurt them”.
I’ve almost done a lot of things. Some were good and some were bad. Some were helpful some were hurtful. I’m growing and learning each day to become a better person. And each time I’ve had to get out here and figure it out. Sometimes almost having something gave me more time to figure out life’s equations.
Almost where I want to be but enjoying the present moment when I can